Morning everyone,
I hope your feeling good, ive almost completed 24hrs on day one. The comparison to last monday is unreal i was smoking crack and feeling the effects of 3week bender getting through 3 litres of gin a day.
Today i got up walked the dog for an hour at 5am, im feeling positive and enjoyed being fresh and not paranoid and full of dread, its time for change.
The shame ive felt, the lies i told and the amount of situations i have got myself into. I just want my life back. Ive tried so many times but i feel different this time i really really want to make it happen.
Ive been clean from drugs for 7 days and alcohol 1 day.
I hope you all have the best day. Im so glad youre all here and we can support each other.
Nice to meet you xxx