Was doing so good and I did it.
I’m so tired.
I wish I could say that yesterday didn’t count but I know I need to be truthful with myself and my actions.
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Good on you on being truthful. The guilt would eat away at you. Have a fresh start, with a clear conscience. 
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What happened (besides caving) @Libpeee? You made it much longer than earlier sober stints right? Let’s analyze what went well in the last nearly two weeks, and what went wrong now. So you can learn from this experience and don’t make the same mistakes again. One mistake I can already point out for you: You must have thought using would do something positive for you. It 100% never does. Onward. Hugs.
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You got this… one failure isnt a good enough reason to give up on yourself. Its hard. Youll find your path, just gotta keep looking for it.
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Almost 2 weeks is not small feat. Grate job on being honest as this is your personal journey. you can start again today and take it one day at a time to keep stacking on the days.
Remember that this community is filled with fellow members that can understand your journey. - you are not alone. I find that if i feel the cravings coming on then i log on here and do some readings on the threads, try to practice gratitude and do a check in to engage with my fellow companions. Always feel much better afterwards and find it easier to navigate the urges.