Went to hell done came back flicked my demons off my back on coming traffic a near collision Getting my mind right was my greatest decision kick back close your eyes can you Invision sunny skies no traces of rainy days rainbows a shot of purple Haze getting to this point was tough picture a never ending maze then boom light at the end of the tunnel cept I was ran through a strainer life didn’t even use a funnel tripped then tumbled back standing on my feet gimme a second youll be holding on to your seat then in your mind you’ll hear mission complete .. I have been strong for many years then outta nowhere the worst of my fears lost my granny and that was the start can’t even stress how it broke my heart then Anders gets sick as I watched him deplete from hours away boom Nick had to leave cause he couldn’t get right dumbass boy lost the Fenty fight then I bring my dying brother to help save his life my brother did great a year then he had to go back to hell which was my biggest fear cept he had some friends who needed help up north we chatted everyday didn’t realize he’d be gone in a yr had a tough time since moving back trying to get my self back on track me skills is something I definitely lack My other half has stuck by me through it all and she has picked me up everytime I’ve managed to stumble n fall when I lost Anders a day later my friend rob had to leave earth also he was a funny guy Fenty took his life like it’s taking so many fuck the dope Im done forever shits dumb to chase euphoria after a while it just transforms to paranoia my crazy has been up and down but lately I’ve been trying for all smiles no need to frown I’m back in a good town and we are close to our family I have a great plan and one day the ones that didn’t still wnt understand but no need to harp on what we can’t change it’s only been a few weeks since Zack left me and all the people he loved but I have faith hes watching me from above I have people here that I love as much as Zack but he will always hold something they all lack but it’s ok cause my family and my friends are everything and I will always cherish the times I had with all my fallen family and friends but this next year I will be better than I’ve been for the last 4 I dealt with a lot of craziness but the ones that stood by me ull get it all back hand over fist I’m blessed and even tho life has been a mess I get it now as long as I try there’s no one to impress and I’ll acknowledge fuckery and and ignorance way less..