Too busy working to have any sort of good or bad day so random page time
Be strong be grateful be of service.
Be strong be grateful be of service.
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feel like Iām getting somewhere now, day 100. Still not going crazy as I know how quickly it can all disappear and the longer I go the more my ego thinks Iām cured and maybe a couple will be OK, after all if I can do it once I can do it again. Iām not so sure as I see a lot of people suffering lately which I expected with it being Xmas and new year. This is why we help others so that others help us in return and remind us of what itās like when we pick up and why we donāt want to go back. Be strong be grateful be very very patient, itās a long road ahead so watch out for the bumps.
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Day done 101,Feels good. Xmas out the way and now gonna get a nice little buzz getting to the new year sober if god wills it that way. Thanks for all the well wishing and basically putting up with my shit for so long. Be strong be grateful be careful new years eve.
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We put far to much emphasis on ourselves and what we want but who are we, who am I, who are you.
Am I the name someone gave to me? Am I the gender that was assigned to me? Am I the job that I work at? Am I the social roles that I play? Am I the age society tells me I am? Am I the intelligence society defines me as? Am I my level of education? Am I the body that others define me as? Am I the thoughts in my head? Am I the memories that I think happened? Am I my preferences? That is, the things I like? Am I my desires? Am I my emotions? Am I my beliefs? Am I my reactions? Am I my expectations? Am I the movies that play in my mind? Am I a mystery? The real you cannot be put into words . . . categories, labels, beliefs, emotions, or anything that can be labeled as āknown.ā
Taken from āNo self No problemā
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Actually going to see the new year in sober and TBH I would love a few beers and a joint or two but I would regret it as soon as I had it. I canāt have one bc the last 101 days have been easy and amazing and the ego wants to take that all away. But this will not be how the year ends, it ends sober and strong. Very grateful for today and happy new year.
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happy New Year! So glad you are choosing the sober path tonight.
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itās a new year and a new start and I canāt get to 2500 on my nightly journal, itās crazing me writing it every night when in all honesty every day is the bloody same.
I donāt live in the past, never have, so last yearās multiple relapses are not something I will be carrying with me into 2021.
THE END.
Season 2 starts shortly 
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Thanks for taking us along for the ride. Look forward to season 2 
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Goodnight 
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We are still waiting on season two 
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got delayed due to covid.
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is it me or have I not seen you on here for ages
Day 39 today, I pop in and out, main focus is getting on zoom meetings daily, have a sponsor and doing a bit of step work with her. Glad youāre still here 
Iām not on as much but itās great to here your doing zoom meeting and have a sponsor, might bump into each other as I love a zoom meeting and share once in a while not that I would know who you were 
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Nighty night
Have sweet dreams of wild exotic animals.
That was a weird reoccurring good dream I had
I even saw colorful fish
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Nighty night everyone
Have sweet dreams
Last night I dreamt about Godzilla I swear and it was kinda scary
I like scary dreams tho 
Maybe talk to my therapist about that one
Another day everyone
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Another day in the books
Iāve seen some people who were having a rough day today
But I also saw people with over 80 days and more sober
Something for me to think about
I hope everyone had a ok day
Goodnight
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Another day of not drinking. Good night to you all! 
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Good night
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Good night, hope youāre well
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