Well I have finally gotten the job of my dreams. But its all at risk every day that I let my addiction to pornography continue to hold me tightly. I have quit hundreds of times. Ive been serious about waiting to quit every time. But have only ever made it to probably 1 week at best. It makes me feel miserable and worse every day. At this point i have almost no desire to partake in these activities. But no self control to stop myself, i act out of habit, not even joy or pleasure of doing it (i hope that makes sense). I want to experience pure joy and love again. I went to Celebrate Recovery and was given a 1 day chip. I desperately want to collect more along the way and leave it all behind. But i just cant seem to break free.
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Congratulations on your job.
Congratulations for attending a meeting.
And congratulations for recognising your addiction.
I don’t really know what to say topic specific, however all addiction can only be managed 1 day at a time.
From a technological perspective, is there a way that you can restrict access from your server to your device to prohibit your ability to just get online whenever you want?
It was just a thought