Another night of holding on.
Another night of waiting 5+ minutes. Hoping that they’ll click back over, knowing they won’t.
Another night where I send a text saying just call back.
Another night of me leaving my phone for a second and seeing a missed call( if even that).
Another night where I call right back.
Another night seeing “Call Waiting” pop up and knowing they won’t click over.
Another night wandering if someone else has their heart.
Another night wondering if they’ll call back.
Another night debating if I should answer.
Another night holding myself and fighting Back the tears.
Another night of me losing the battle with my heart while tears stream down my face and I can’t breathe.
Another night in denial.
Another night of forcing myself to sleep, praying my racing thoughts would please Cease.
Another night…
Another night…
