75 days sober and I’m proud of myself for that, but I’m having such a hard time tonight. I keep thinking about drinking. I hate this feeling of being powerless. I wish I could just go to bed right now at 7pm, but I’m not sleepy at all. I don’t know what I need… well maybe I do know. I need a sponsor and to do the 12 steps. I don’t know why I’m scared of that. Blah … my mind is just blah tonight.
Maybe just look and see where the meetings in your area and what times they are at. No pressure to go, just inform yourself…that should kill a little time