Thank you so much! I know deep in my heart it’s not a phase, just what everyone else likes to tell me! I have grown up around it all my family are alcoholics and cocaine addicts so, and when you can’t get leave the house without it, ever had a job because of it, maintain healthy relationships and live recklessly is when you know it is a problem. I am definitely going to look at some NA meeting and stay on sites like this you and a few others have made me feel like am not the only one like this today. One day done 
Well done on your 140 days clean you should be really really proud of yourself ! 
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Thank you
Well done on 4 months what a achievement
You have really made me think! I have also thought about trying heavier drugs to get a better high, as I’m not getting the same high as I did years ago off the coke. Thank you for sharing that with me, and I am 100% going to get help. One day done now, hopefully going to try and have another day clean tomorrow! And well done on getting clean x
It grips you doesn’t it! And you don’t even realise until it’s a major problem, horrible drug that is everywhere you look. Thank you so much for your words
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Please just don’t ever try crack I guarantee you it’s not worth it 
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I would agree with everyone who has said it. Cocaine is much easier to give up once you’ve got a little time under your belt. I used it pretty consistently for years with both alcohol and heroin but it’s the first few weeks that really suck. Just give it some time off 
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Hay how are you today ? Hope your getting through the cravings. Message me anytime you need support or chat x
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Heavy cocaine user here. My friends used to call me tony montana as id go thru 4grams in like 4 hours. This lasted 10 years. The past two i managed to stay clean for 90 day periods, kinda easily actually. Like most people said: once you stop using for a few weeks, maybe a month, it gets easier. I did it with alcohol and without it but quitting drinking helped me a lot. I also stopped going to bars and parties completely. That helps too. But then life can get boring and you might crave it again. I just trashed 307 days clean last week because of that: life being boring. Find hobbys and habits that help you stay engaged. Being bored, to me, was one of the most dangerous things for the addiction. Also, i think we need to stay clean for ourselves, not family etc. I have two kids and a wife and it started to get easier to be clean for me after i stopped “doing this for them” and started “doing for myself”. I hope that helps man, stay positive, stay busy and you will make it! 
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