Today is 420 a pot holiday in the USA
Here I am in weed legal Massachusetts with money and I don’t even crave to be out smoking pot
I don’t know why 420 is a weed holiday
Kinda stupid I think.
It exosts me just thinking of smoking.
I have no need or desire to smoke pot.
I wouldnt bring this up but I’ve been smoking pot for almost 19 years with only 7 days without pot but over the years I’ve always skipped 420 because of wanting to be sober
It’s quite here today. I cut off all my buddies for deciving me. I don’t regret it. If anyone shows up except this 1 sober friend, they are getting the boot
I remember a few years ago when a bunch of people would always show up starting at like, 7 in the morning till a random time. It was terrible. I can see it now. I feel anxiety just thinking about about the amount of negative people that would show
I can still hear the loudness coming from the kitchen and person after person showing up. That’s where drugs and alcohol brought me.
Today I’m just laying as low as possible
Take care everyone
Stay safe