Hello All…
Back home from the Texas funeral and for most of the trip I remained sober. On the day of the burial it wasn’t until that evening there were shots being offered for a remembrance toast. I sat thinking, deciding and then consciously chose to accept one. I had a few drinks after that but I had my water tumbler with me and put down at least a gallon the whole time I was there. I did stop drinking after those few but it is a relapse. I haven’t touched anything since. I don’t plan to either but I do need to be better about holding my sobriety as sacred. Yes, I chose to honor our loved one but I need to honor my choices. And I choose my family, my health and my peace. I’m ready for this.
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