Well I went almost two years without a drink.
Same thing got me drinking again as the last time I quit and then went back to it. Death and family issues, major anxiety, started having a few with friends just for fun.
I dont like where this is going. Trying to find motivation to get back on track. I was so much happier when I wasnt drinking. But now it is hard to stop. I lost 30 pounds and now I am gaining it back, due to alcohol.
I did not expect to be back here again. Thought I was done drinking forever. Humbled.
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Glad to see you’re back!
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Welcome back Daphne 
Sorry for your circumstances; I’m glad you came back.
“Your sober date changes, but that’s all that changes,” he said. “You know everything you knew before, as long as you were able to fight your way back without dying, you learn a lot.”
Matthew Perry
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Well dont beat yourself up, we know why they say one day at a time…
Pull up a seat and hang out…just because your sober doesn’t mean ya cant stay…
Be well
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Dont know if you have tried meetings they will help helped me stay sober wish you well
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Hey Daphne, I feel you, I had 3 years then relapsed, but I made it back and you can too… Sending hugs 
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Welcome back Daphne. I’m sorry this is the reason you are back, but it is nice to see your name again. You had two years. You can have that amount of time again and more. Hang in there.
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