Sooo, sounds like you have a lot going on. Cudos for saying no. Im surprised my family hasnt done an intervention yet. Sounds like they love you and care for you.
Full disclosure 19 days alcohol free
Check out The Alcohol Experiment. Use your students mind and look at it as a 30 day experiment. But just take it a day at a time and learn why you may have picked up certain cravings or habits. Its interesting and you gain some introspection.
That being said…there is A LOT of drinking around colleges. Start a journal and take it one day at a time…
And that being said, im new to this and found these resources helpful
Keep coming back and sharing. This is an awesome, uplifting community 