It was my birthday and I had a couple of wines tonight. Feeling shit and stupid in front of my friends!
Happy birthday sucks that you caved. If you feel shame it’s only gonna feel worse if you keep drinking. I have wished so so badly I could drink like”everyone else” ( socially responsible) but I can’t and honestly never could. Not sure if your situation is the same, but when I first got sober it was hard to mentally accept celebratory moments w/o alcohol. Happy or sad, nice weather or shit weather was an excuse to drink. If you give it a fair shot you’ll get past those moments and you’ll feel really proud of yourself. Wishing you well and do something nice for yourself happy bday