@ShadowFax good for you for taking a stand and talking to your doc. I’m proud of you! You GOT this! The only way you can go now is forward best of luck please keep us posted! 
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You got this! Keep us posted. I’m praying things won’t be as expensive as you think they will be. Props and respect to you for taking ownership for your “fallout.” Remember to speak up and look the judge in the face. Best of luck tomorrow.
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Will do. Thanks for the pep talk.
Ya know, I’m very lucky to have a career that allowed me to save money for this. It just breaks my heart that this is money that could be going to the victims, but instead, it just gets wasted on a bail bond. $10,400.00 
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Second check in of the day… I went from feeling fresh, solid and free this morning to tonight doing an hour of ugly crying by myself. I listened to a meditation on self compassion twice, which just made me cry more. I tried to sleep, but one can’t cry and sleep at the same time. I took a hit shower and cried in the shower. Nothing out of the ordinary happened, but feelings have been stirred up. Intense feelings of being unworthy, unlovable, alone, and fearful. It feels awful, but I’m not going to drink over it, as I know that would make me feel worse.
Thanks for listening. 
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I’ve been to vegas a couple times sober. It’s different sober, but totally doable! The best thing about sober vegas is waking up fresh at 7AM with a cup of coffee, catching up on some Talking Sober threads!
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Awww hugs I’m sorry you feel that way. For what it’s worth, you are gold to me. 
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You are one of the most knowledgeable, compassionate, giving, loving, badass Rockstar bitches I have ever known. I’m better off today for having your voice and your mind in my life.
Jus sayin
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Sending help vibes 
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Careful. Vegas is 24/7 glitz and glam. It’s also 24/7 temptation city. I attended many many trainings in Vegas, hung over and working on little to no sleep.
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I made my first night in Reno without any alcohol. It was offered, but I rejected. Now for night two! Same crazy crowd downstairs, but I’ll just chill in my room, read my reports, and get ready for court in the morning.
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Would rather you didn’t feel that way about such a good friend of mine. 
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Day 30…good night. Sweet dreams to all!
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Holy hell Lionface, 500 that’s raaaaaad.
Happy belated congratulations…
“Belatulations”? 
. I dunno.
Flaming thumbs up
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Day 352 
The Blue man group was a great experience. Too bad that I can’t share a video from it with you!
Still having pain in my back, it’s even hard to breath. First thing I eat today was a painkiller 
Today I have to work very early. We have to count our shop stock. I’ts a activity I really hate. But I survive 
TS sended me a badge today: I’m 1 year at TS!
Time flies when you’re having fun?
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Thanks MrCade 
I’m sorry to hear about everything you’re going through… At least every day that passes is one more day it’s behind you.
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What a great desicion you’ve made, good of you! Proud of you too! That’s a huge step towards a sober life! I gave myself one year to get sober and if that didn’t work out I would have done the same. Not a easy thing to do I guess, but you did! 
Good luck with the appointment today!!
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Thinking of you Cade and sending possitives vibes. Good luck today!! 
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