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What kind of monster doesn’t put fried tomato on a bacon sandwich
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Then you try and get back up and feel your back crack and you think, maybe Yoga isnt for me 
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40 days!!!
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Welcome the fuck back man! Hey, shit happens! Show us who you are by coming back stronger, better, more sober! I was going to say that before you left, you were extremely busy. Maybe slow down just a bit? This is coming from someone who only sleeps 4 hours a night cause im always working or doing chores or hitting the gym. Take some time for YOURSELF! Anyways, glad you are back.
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So pleased to have you back with us. 
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Day 617
Mood gets better bit by bit, had some really strange days. Felt kinda paralyzed, had no intention to do anything (PAWS?). I dealt with those feelings sober tho 
@goBlue24 good to see you here again 
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Day 37. Doing good. Had a massive headache yesterday…not sure what caused it but glad it is gone and glad I didn’t have to work yesterday. Started Keto today and 3 weeks left of math class hell! I’m on the up and up. Have a good day everyone. List one positive thing in your life today. It will make it better 
. My positive: no headache!
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After 22 hours of traveling we finally made it to beautiful Capri 
heaven could not be more beautiful.
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I want to be there! 
Have fun, you deserve it 
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I’ve let my wife in to a lot of it but I couldnt do all of it , purely due to her anxiety and how much she worries about me- she would lose it. I’ve told her I drink way too much and she’s seen me backside over and over.
With the booze out of sight, this bottle in question was at my inlaws house (which makes it even more shameful). Day 2 is going well and day 3 is exactly like today…get up early and fucking smash life in the face! I’m already remembering what I used to be like. Love life and love being efficient, funny, confident, kind and hardworking.
Thanks for your advice
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Checking in
Emotions flooding me. Hard to choose which best describes how I feel. Over everything I’m grateful to be alive, to be not in legal trouble and to be sober today. That’s a big silver lining for me. It’s still hard throughout the longevity of the day to not reflect with a lot of the negative emotions and feelings my body and mind want to randomly hit me with. Today was my 2nd day back at the gym and I’m not one really to give a shit what others think, I’ve made an ass of myself enough in life to genuinely not care anymore. But today I felt self conscious. The 8lbs I lost in 5-6 days, the hundreds of mirrors at the gym and how many people I know from the gym gave me a sense of overwhelming frustration, guilt and regret. I know this shit will pass and right now these are just feelings that I need to push through and write out and move on from. But they caught me for a moment today, like what if a lot of what people have thought and said about me was right all along… Ex’s, family members, friends, I mean this was me genuinely trying for a long time in this recovery and I failed. I’m not going to stop trying and I’ll continue to fight everyday and right now that’s requiring a lot from me but I also know I put myself in this box and I can get myself out of it.
Jesus this seems like such a ramble but trying to pinpoint a feeling or thought right now with everything I have going on is really not going well.
Oh well lol fuck it that’s my check in. Eh at least I’m sober 
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Welcome back! You know what it takes. If you fall, get back up and fight back harder. Shake up your game plan and do whatever it takes. Best of luck on your journey!
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I love this
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@Girlinterrupted all my love and prayers to you. You are a beautiful warrior please don’t forget it.!!!
Day 16 here and super tired 
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Checking in day 95 clean. Almost to 100 
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