Checking in daily to maintain focus #10

Day 56, haven’t checked in the last couple of days. Was really in a funk, angry af and just couldn’t get out of it. Even with my lifting usually it brings me back but I was just staying angry. Atleast I’m sober, and this is my week to come back to work, it’s only me and 2 other ppl so alot of work and cleaning to be done. Hopefully things start getting back to normal here. Idk have a good day all

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m please to announce that my wife and I are new members in the one year sober club. I would not have made it this far without the love and support of my wife.

In reviewing the last year I would say the following things

Are you more Happy? Yes

Is your marriage better? Hell yes.

Is your relationship with your friends better? same and good.

Do I still have bouts depression and of anxiety? Yes but is more manageable without alcohol.

Will I drink alcohol again. Yes when I go into hospices care or age 100 what ever come first. Until then not today.

I would like to thanked everyone on TS for their support on coping skills, stories and humor on this journey. It is much easier to do as a family than alone.

Now on to the 500 day club

Richard

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Day 3. Working from home with no conference calls so should get a fair amount done. Also going to run some laundry today. Sleep was meh. Woke up with some mild fear/anxiety but still way better than panic attacks and dry heaving post-drinking. Just trying to focus on the next thing and acknowledge feelings as they come up without trying to analyze or dwell on them.

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Hey man, you know where my Inbox is. Reach out if you need to.

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Thanks to all who have already congratulated me. I’ve been cutting back on TS, FB, Reddit etc to guard my mental health. But I still read a lot and love seeing everyone still working things out. Don’t give up!

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No sadly carphone decided to close every retail store in the uk because they made a £90 million loss last year…so when this is over time to start over

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Good morning. Day 71.
Did my readings had small breakfast and ask my higher power to help me stay clean and sober.
I am getting increasingly nervous as Thursday approaches when I 'll start a new treatment program for 12 weeks.
Bought my first brand new laptop yesterday. Used money I made legally, didn’t buy it from a pawn shop or a fellow addict. I have a zoom meeting at ten a.m. so hopefully I can figure that out.
Have a great day everyone.

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I know which van you had brilliant. When i first got it filled with lots of stuff did not use soon learnt only need 1 or 2 items. Fingers crossed if i keep good i will sell up and buy a motorhome bit of a gypsy at heart me… its fab life simplicity :slightly_smiling_face:

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I hear you…and I also think…what can I let go of? What can I move forward with? Like handkerchiefs…I was reminded yesterday by a dear TS friend when I was contemplating my own ‘diaper’ pail, that the answer to no tissues is handkerchiefs…duh! My Mom has a ton of them. One of those old ways that got lost with single use tissues. A simple switch out! (Any squares of old cloth will do).

I like your thought process.

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I get like that and at a loss to understand the change of mood… so infruatiting… good you be kept busy these moods thankfully pass. Have a better day

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Amazing 200 days well done! Get the social media !

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Oh sorry to hear this. Cant they furlong their employees?

Nice job Cristel!!!
200 days…who’d a thunk it 200 days ago :grinning:

I am so happy for you and understand backing off social media.
Take care of yourself.

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Ahhhh Conor lad… Bootiful numbers :+1:
Congratulations (and thank you) :kissing_heart:

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6M 7D /

I finally got all my Id’s squared away for the Military. Lately, my Sciatic has been flaring up leaving me in crippling back pain. Had to take a few days off from work to calm it down. It’s been slowly getting better. Today, I go back to work though. My girl is happy, her daughter’s are happy and my mother, father, sister’s are all doing well. This is all possible because I didn’t pick up that 1st Drink for the past 6 months. Have a good day all! Love each and everyone of you!

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Congrats, big up on the triple digits! Just be glad to be sober and healthy.
Blessings and sobriety!
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And you deserve that gift. :two_hearts::hugs:
Blessings and sobriety!
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200 friggin days!!! Some great. Some, not so much. You are doing awesome girl! Congratulations :kissing_heart:

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Congrats on 6 months of sobriety, keep on stacking them days. :confetti_ball: :tada:
Blessings and sobriety!
:sparkling_heart:

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