Day 259.
Our Governor said the Stay Home order is extended to 4/20. Workload has been steady, so that’s comforting, but definitely not taking anything for granted at this point. Nose to the grindstone at all times. Glad I have a large collection of bandanas, since it looks like they’re going to be a part of my attire for grocery runs for the foreseeable future.
Have a strong day!!!
420, lol:face_with_hand_over_mouth:
Another day went by. I forgot how being love sick feels… I am grieving so much. and as it comes and goes in waves when the wave goes up, the thoughts of picking up also rise. I managed to stay with them and ride thw waves for today. Had hours of phone calls with hospitals and doctors. preparing all for after the crisis. try and remind myself that these things now I can do with patience and attention because I do not over tire myself with the dog walking. trying to see the reason of this painful decision. even typing this now makes me angry with grief. I miss him so much, I think I miss him for all the feelings of grieving a loved one I succesfuly buried deep within me. It is ok to miss him so much and I made the decision based on the need to take care of my health, no mater how much it hurts. If I could I would have decided other way. I have to keep reminding myself over and over again
Sorry to hear your down Jane. If it were me I would take some time to myself, lay down in a dark room, throw on some good music and imagine I was travelling the country in that VW van, I’m so jealous of the van!
Hope you find some time to try and reset. Definitely sucks to hit that wall, never fun. Hope you start feeling better soon.
Pulling for you. Sorry to hear about your smile. Hope it returns soon.
Glad you’re doing well, Mike!
Checking in on day 24…
Shout at you back @GVLNative… been gardening all day as gorgeous weather… doing good… ah such a good picture of the bird:)
Checkin day 78. Finally got my energy back which has been lacking for over a month. Busy in garden which i enjoyed. Loads of burning rubbish.
Have a good sober day
Omg @Jane.c love your van… and your pooch. Campervans are just the best. Your photo has put a big grin on my face 
@Jane.c
So cool!!! I love the van!!! What year is it?
Did you have it from before, or did you just purchase it?
Thank you Paul, and same to you. You’re doing it and I’m very proud of you:)
Ah sorry to hear. Try and break down the work into little chunks? That what i have had to do with my garden (small jungle) … but if deeper we all here…
Massive congratulations fantastic achievement 
So sorry to read about your husband… wishing him a speedy recovery and you and your daughter are ok … take care…
Omg be a few more chunks before i dare show pictures. But will take some tomorrow as not alot of difference despite such hard work. But i can tell. 5 or 6 years ago was lovely but lost interest and its so neglected. Need new furniture but that will have to wait until i am working again. But plenty to sort and its so small!
Yes agree not worth tackling until your head is in it. I painted my door cards on saturday on my van looks better but needs a couple more coats. Attending a virtual camp out this sat for our NHS nurses doctors a fundraiser ! Some friends are doing it as well so will use a sharing party app.
Hope you feel better tomorrow keep strong:)
Checking in on end of day 8!
Take care everyone 
That sounds like an incredible adventure. Very cool.
You just deffinately rock claudia 
Absolutely love that van!!!