we’re dead we just don’t know it, it’s definitely not living is it.
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Trust me… It gets wiggled by a lot more then a little finger at daily basis … so wiggle me Paul 
Who knows where you’d end up 
Hope your good bro 
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I showed it to a nurse at work and she said it looked infected, is it?
I’m really good thanks just about to post my days.
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Hi Everyone-
I am approaching day 14, which is about as far as I’ve made it in all of my previous attempts.
This is my first time posting, but reading along has made me feel less alone over the last couple weeks, so thank you!
These past 2 days have been emotionally difficult, for some reason I’ve been feeling really down. I think without having a purpose to my day, it’s making it difficult to get out of bed and get moving. I don’t have children and live in a new city, and I’m sure It doesn’t help with the lockdown either I suppose. Need to fill my time with something that I used to fill with alcohol!
Anyways, trying to take it one day at a time, and keeping hope that their a brighter days in the near future!
Nice to meet you all 
-Steph
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Welcome here Steph, shout it all out if it helps!!
Bless 
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They opened it up to make sure the fluids can get out and they drain it 3 times a day. But it was the 7th abdominal surgery with a lot of trauma before so we knew upfront that getting in there again wouldnt be pretty. Its not infected but it still pusses a lot so thats why they opened it up so the dirt can get out. It will take many weeks to come before i’m in the clear… thats 4 sure
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Yep the world and most the people around me are totally insane and I’m feeling goooood. Still freaks me out how I don’t crave for anything but why would I get upset about something I don’t want I guess.
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don’t be thinking it 
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Too late 
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we can’t help you here any longer, sorry. it’s time you went professional 
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Day 295. Weather is starting to warm up, which rules!
New barbells showed up today. Snagged a 7’ Olympic bar, and a 5’ fat grip axle bar. Stoked!
Have a strong day!!!
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I’ll never be ashamed of who I am so you better all get used to it. 
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I’m not convinced I could lift them!!
Hi all !
It’s been a few months since i have been here… but think about you all a lot! Still going clean and sober , today 1115 days ( 3 years + +_ 3 weeks) no alcohol:hugs:🤸 it’s a journey, not a destination:rose: stay safe:mask: and keep it « one day at a time » hug 
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I am UK time wise. Fair play to all you do. Hopefully it will be say 2 for me
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Need some doing…otherwise will get onith again …help me thinking differently TS
Joost!!
You’re still punchy from the medication, lol. Sending healing vibes your way my ginger…
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of course you are. stay safe mate.
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Checking in on Day 225
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