- My four day weekend started yay! In a couple of hours I do the first part of my intake for an institute specialized in treating personality stuff. Excited and a bit nervous. Will see. I’m sober and clean. That will help. Have a good day all. Love from Amsterdam.
PS. First time I noticed how long daylight remains already. Love how light lingers in summer. This is 22:45 last night coming from work.
WOW man. omg… I scrolled back to the angry beard instead… hahaha. that is intense. ( i can manage due to my experience with helping out the vet growing up with horses 
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I really hope you progress and can come home soon.
Instead of an angry bird I have my own poster. it is representing my opposite of my higher power, lurking me back in. It is the name I was called by (after a hippy singer) next to my christian name here.
It is like my own little conspiracy theory whilst I keep trying to get out of the dark haha.
Hang in there mate!
Wow that is so beautiful this picture. Good luck on the intake!
Day 101, thank you all for the awesome words and support yesterday. Feeling good and blessed everyone have a awesome Thursday
Day 4 check in!!Feeling better today 
Hope everyone has a good day 
Also on day four well done us!!
Checking in. Having a rough go of it. Rejection in every area of my life is beating me down. Running a company during this pandemic is running me down. My brokers are making me angry and resentful. I’m half tempted to just close this shit down. I’m clumsy, I nailed my head on the closet door yesterday. Bruises are extremely triggering for me, especially when they are on my face. So I just broke down crying. I don’t have to lie anymore about where the bruises came from, but it brings it all back and I feel like I’m lying even though I’m not. So I’m not in the best place. This funk started on Tuesday when one of my brokers pulled some flat out bullshit. He spent the rest of the day apologizing, but I’m still in a white hot rage over it.
You absolutely deserve all the good that comes to you in this world, my friend. Glad you are giving yourself permission to accept and enjoy these things!
Checking in at day 45! 
Feeling good still
Received and right back at you. Blessings and sobriety!
Home comming 
@Moe1 also …
So maria, after 17 days im out of the hospital but still cant walk my dog for 6 or 8 weeks couse of the open wounds… but he… happy happy, joy joy
She went bongus in cuddling and i could really feel the love and that she missed me 2 that much… didnt video it becouse those moments are just for the 
to remember and cherish
@Lisa07 … you in for a party hat as well?
@Girlinterrupted 
remember how important you are!!! You are more important than business. I understand the pressure and all that. But You are much more important. 
Chocolate always helps a little bit 
Can you do something today that fills you up with some peace? Like a walk, a bath or some kind of self care/kindness? Be gentle with yourself and be sure to breathe. Big hugs your way. 
Aww Joost, she looks so happy she’s tearing up!
She was all over me and puppy barked the heck all over have to be carefull though, cant walk her for @ least 5 weeks from now… she’d tare my wound open again for sure in her enthousiasm 
but it was wonderfull te be re-united