I’m in the middle of book right now that is quite riveting. “Plague of Corruption by Judy Mikovits” if you’re into that kind of thing. It’s an expose on the pharmaceutical industry and it’s government cohorts. Blocking integrity in science by silencing and even killing scientists for their work on vaccines, cancer, retroviruses, etc. It’s shocking and eye opening to say the least. @Clarity
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Oooh That sounds like a REALLYYYY good one!! I will add it to my reading list. 
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Sorry to say that I relapsed again. Taking action and hope is the only good thing I can do . Day 0
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Good night, Day 2. I just got off an online Dharma Recovery speaker’s meeting. It was most amazing. Like here, it’s pretty cool to have international attendance. I will keep catching an am and a pm meeting. That’s one great thing about the Covid. There’s a meeting all the time and you don’t even need to get dressed, get gas, and get to where you need to be. Wherever you are, there’s a meeting.
Good night, folks!
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Sounds like a great book. Will check it out
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Ending Day 2, and feeling good. Enjoyed the outdoors until it got too chilly, then caught up on Billions and reading these posts to keep my mind off of vino. Looking forward to waking up with a clear head again. Thanks for the motivational updates.
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- Coffee. Monday Monday. Back to work I go. I did make the best of my weekend, big ride yesterday, saw both my sis and my best friend, that gave me some positive energy. Sis was drinking wine and saying how she enjoyed it for the first time since she had covid, it didn’t trigger me one bit. On we go. Sober and clean. Have a good week all! Love from Amsterdam.
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Woo hoo…ODAAT!
Blessings and sobriety!
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Day 158! Today was a little more meh, but not really bad persay. I was around someone drinking for the first time in a while today, which really made me want to. It was a weird feeling because I haven’t had any cravings like that for a while tbh. Still I didn’t end up doing it, which is nice to see how far I’ve come. Onward to tomorrow!
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Check in, birthday… not really exited and only beïng able to rest and sleep doesnt help either.
I seriously have no clue how to bring this up for another 5/7 weeks… not beïng independant , it fuckes me up. But hé…
Just for today!
Home care is going to contact the hospital for my wounds, the staples are comming out way to much which couses it to open up wat more…
Imma make the best of it and take it step by step but in my head i feel like i’m drowning.
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Gefeliciteerd! Just for today! Keep ya head up !
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Day 169… getting more close to 6 months!
Have a nice day everyone!
Peace and love from holland…!
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Thnx topper !!!
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@050Nl happy birthday! It is hard and frustrating to not move around, but try to as overstretching urself will make healing slower in the long run.
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Finally caught up with sleep and other physical effects of the relapse, just a mouth ulcer to remind me my immune system is not impressed. Thinking back, there were some things beforehand that maybe showed all was not well, was reminded that u have to stay vigilant, and practice self-care when needed.
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Thnxx bro 
bless
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just keep on keeping on my friend. 
For when you wake up… Today you are worth it, this will be the day to shine. Day 3s can be a bitch so remember you are never alone. We got ya!!
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