18.29 Days. I’ve been waking up really sad for a while now. Not sure why, but just going with it. Motivation to work today is zero, but I’ll force myself.
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Day 5 sober. I am experiencing some days of rest and comfort. The work has diminished its pace and I can practice self care
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I’m sorry Pauly I didn’t want to flag your post 
that happened when I browsed thorough all of them… Sorry!
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Day 11. Just checking in
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Awesome I will follow, don’t be a stranger Connor, I will try to send you always a message 
thanks again
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Checking in on day 14. 
I’m off for 2 days; last night is my knee jerk time for a beer but it wasn’t even on the radar. It never gets old waking up happy!
My clock said 12:30 when I woke up at 8, lol. Took me a minute!
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shame on you 
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Back to day 1 I can’t even begin to explain myself… sorry every one for letting myself and you lovely bunch down x
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personally I should say less as alot of you seem to remember what I say. secondly don’t trust me to know wtf I’m talking about I’m an alcoholic 
. I do tend to live in the moment and if at that moment I’m happy then I suddenly have all the answers to life. 10 minutes later I’m a fool. I do have help I have TS, AA, zoom meetings, As Bill sees it, meditation, Eckhart Tolle, music, videos, playing guitar walks in the country. WhatsApp groups with sober friends. God for fucks sake, I’ve even found God. unbelievable if you knew me.
I’m running out of ideas.
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Yes to that StellaLuna. That’s me too. In a way staying clean and sober is an addiction in itself for me. My whole life seems to follow this pattern. We’re working on finding a way out of this mess though. Through working hard on our recovery. Through staying clean and sober. Yes, through practising one day at a time. Small steps. Dilliigent work. Thank you for being part of my recovery friend.
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Addiction is a beast Natalie. It’s good you’re here. Day one it is. One we go. Hugs.
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Checking in for first week! Woooooo. 7 days. 
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Thankyou Menno I’m gonna call the drug service tomorrow morning and ask for a drug support worker to help me I need help I don’t want to loose my little family again I know if i carry on I’ll be homeless again and loose my daughter or I’ll end up dead that’s the reality of it for me xxx
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Hi lady! I just want you to know how much I appreciate you and your activity on TS. Sending prayers your way.
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no I’ve not got one of them 
but my Higher Power did forget to put my bank card in my coat this morning so I couldn’t buy any beer on the way home.
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So awesome, Donna!
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Oh Nat, I’m so sorry… You have not let anyone down. We are all in this fight together. Please be kind to yourself and I’m glad you came right back. That is growth!!! 
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