Trust me 17 hours is ages
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Making self care a priority is challenging. Looks like your body took charge and is getting what it needs.
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Thank you, hope youâre having a good day as well. Mine turned out pretty okey, I did afternoon brownies (without milk) the boys got to borrow my husbands work walkie talkies and had a great time. And my brother is coming over with a new dryer for us and are going to stay for fika. He also revealed that they are going to move from the city they live in and into my parents village so heâll be closer. 
Still a bit upset that I didnât got in to school but my husband is trying to convince me to do another freelance try in the fall instead. And maybe heâs right.
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Yeah bro Iâve been doing the same thing and itâs draining.
Iâm glad you are still here and didnât just give up and weâre able to learn from itâŚI have not gotten a really good bike hike in a while, still getting my jogs in and focusing on hit style workouts now to.
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Honestly everyone itâs going to be a few more days before Iâm back. Idk Iâm just not feeling it right now, Im not that spunky happy Mike right now and I canât sit on here and act cheerful and try to help anyone. I have no thoughts of drinking at all, like it hasnât crossed my mind. But I am for the most part of my days just hating everything. I donât want to talk to anyone, my little sisters baby shower is tomorrow and I get to meet my lil niece and I donât even want to go. I hate everyone at my fucking job, everyone negative bullshit in this department is rubbing off on me, I can feel the rage inside of me and I just want to fucking snap.i try to be âpositiveâ but it ainât happening.
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What are âbreakfast browniesâ? Hmmmmmâ:doughnut:
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Itâs honestly more like baked chocolate oatmeal in the shape of brownies but itâs delicious
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Five days ago I had to hit reset buton. Honestly sorry.
But here I amâŚdeterminated to work on myselfâŚsober and proudâŚchecking in day 4.
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Thank you and thanks to all beautiful people here on TS.
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Youâve got this, praying you reach that month and more.
Blessings and sobriety!
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Ahdh bro⌠me 2, now its add i guess and a lot of cooping, tricks en stop, denk ,doe
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Maybe thereâs something in this hâte for you, Iâm sure youâll find your way through it. Personally when I get those feelings itâs a sign I have to take time for myself. Looks like youâre trying to do so. Maybe a good book or movies, treat yourself and take care man.
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You donât have to be positive and encouraging at all times. I sure ainât, weâre all just humans with ups and downs (for me to mostly downs nowdays, everything and everyone seems to do their best to be annoying) and itâs absolutely normal. Somedays we just want to lock ourselves in the closet with a nice blanket and stay there until the world is sweet again. And other days it doesnât matter because weâll Rock it anyway.
I would recommend you to stay here anyway even if you doesnât want to post or cheer for people it can be nice to just read the threads. Thatâs what I do.
But I know itâs different for everyone,I really hope youâre feeling better soon.
And that your weekend will be nice.
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Good to see you back bro, I almost thought we had lost you. Howâs life been treating you?
I agree with what all the others said before me. As @Fargesia_murielae said, this is not a forum for shiny happy people, or I wouldnât be here! This is a forum for sharing our journeys and supporting each other on them - the good days, the not-so-good days, and the ones that are a whole lot worse than that.
I do get the whole abstaining from social media thing (but Iâm an introvert. I was on FB for 3 months 10 years ago and it wasnât for me at all) but this feels different to me. This is a community, Iâve found, where we can truly âshow up as we areâ. If you have even run out of words, you can still show up and just say ârage-yuck-blah-bonk and life sucks right nowâ and no one will judge you.
I think thatâs why we all keep coming back 
Take care - be kind to yourself please.
M 
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Joy Happy Birthday Iâm so happy for you and you have done an amazing job. Your an inspiration and thank you so much for being a part of our sober communityâŚ
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hey chap not spoke for ages, howâs you and your healing. I wanted to send some one else a coin last week but I donât trust the mail anymore, see what influence your sobriety has had on the international economy, thatâs the price of a stamp their never getting back. 
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I canât believe you wrote this. You disgust me 
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Oh, my friend⌠that is the edited version, made suitable for a General Audience! 
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I should think so to, you touched a nerve.
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