Continued daily check in
Think I finally got it connected correctly, apologies!
Just curious, do you just lock them at 2500 because it gets harder to load or something?
The system automatically locks them at 2500 now. We used to just let them grow, but we ended up with several threads with over 15,000 replies and it was slowing down the server.
You’re not a failure at all Emm. You’re facing this very triggering situation sober and you are devising ways to come through it sober too. You are actually dealing with all this instead of drowning your problems in drinking. You’re dealing with this like a himan being that is thinking and acting in a responsible grown up way. Yay you! Have a good walk with your pup. Do you have deet to ward of the mosquitos? Works for me. Youi are doing great friend. You’re moving forward. Keep going. Hugs.
Day 50. During my last relapse, I made an absolute fool of myself and called everyone I know, telling them all of my issues and problems. Now people, especially my parents, are understandably concerned and keep on calling me wanting to talk. When sober, I’m usually very independent and rarely talk about what I’m going through. How do I deal with people checking in on me all the time? I just want to be left alone but I know I owe them after putting them through such a scare.
Day 13 today and it’s my first day back at work I’ve had 6 months off ! It’s great to be back doing what I love to do and was lovely to have a reason to get up for … I’m feeling so blessed and greatful to have no anxiety especially after being off for so long … Hope everyone is ok and having a blessed day x
I don’t like talking about my problems with friends and family. I have a therapist, so I do have someone to talk to. I just have a hard time expressing feelings and sharing my issues with loved ones. I don’t want them to worry about me but not talking to them is just worrying them more. What a mess I’ve created for myself!
congrats on your big 90. Wish you all the best for the future.
Day 152. Had a sad spell last night with some stuff that I saw with my family. Came back stronger today and accepting it for what it is. Girls are taking a quick nap, it’s been a good day super hot, so sorry @CapriciousCapricorn I said I’d post pictures but these two brats will not put clothes on no matter how much I try and bribe them. They been going nakey in the back yard all day in and out of the pool, a couple of w.w.e smack downs between the two, after the nap will order some pizza and set off the fireworks I got. Figured I’d check in quick while it’s quiet have a good Saturday, much love everyone
Girls after my own heart!
Blessed 
2nd year very different to 1st. The downs were a lot harder than the 1st year and have required much more work to get out of.
One day at a time. Life is good. 
Wow, great work!!
Way to go Paul
I cant even imagine the heartache and guilt from all that being placed in your lap. Its completely understandable to want that kind of pain to go away but i hope you stay strong. Even a complete stranger can see the sincerity in what youre saying and that youre trying your best. Be easy on yourself
Checking in daily to maintain focus and also checking on and reviewing what has been successful and what fails. I have made a checklist of the good and the bad. So far I have succeed for 23 days. Marching boldly onto my 24th. Day.
I was hoping year 2 would be easier
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Congrats on 2 years!
Congratulations 

Welcome in the 2-years-club 
Congrats on the big 90 @RX24!! How exciting that it falls on the 4th of July. It’s like everyone is celebrating with you.


