Checking in daily to maintain focus #19

Thank you man! Taking things day by day. Even though I left I’m still heartbroken about the relationship ending. I tried everything I could to keep it going but in the end it was just a one way street.
Now I ask myself ‘was there anything more I could have done to save the relationship?
No.
I realised after the breakup that I was the only one fighting for it. Saying the things that matter to eachother. While she didn’t.
There are a lot of reasons why it didn’t work out.
I don’t know how to feel you know. I’m better of this way but right now i feel horrible. Been feeling that way ever since. Only a few good moments and days.

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Happy Monday! I made it another weekend sober woot! Finally got my rona test back and its negative. Sooo many things on my to do list as always Ahhhhh. Have an awesome day my friends!

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Ah Monday. Looking forward to another fun and exciting week with batshit. I’m of course bringing Ava to work with me as I do every Monday and Tuesday. She does her remote learning and when she’s done, she works for me. She’s a great help in the office and she’s getting very valuable experience at such a young age. Have a great day folks!

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I’ll sum it all up in one cliché “Progress not Perfection”

every night I have an online journal where I have to evaluate the day and one question is, What could you have done better?. It doesn’t matter what kind of day I have had I always answer it the same ‘There’s always something’. Give yourself a break for God’s sake and stop over thinking everything. This is all advice I would see you giving others so maybe it’s time to practice what you preach.
Not drinking is just the first step in getting sober, now comes the hard part and you will need GOD… Good, Orderly Direction. If you’re always miserable you might be turning into a dry drunk, it’s never too late to get a sponsor and get into a program on how to live life.
Be well brother :+1:

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