Checking in daily to maintain focus #20

That Kentucky fried chicken cereal is not real is it lol!?!? Noooo it couldn’t be real lol? :joy:

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No it’s totally from a meme! :rofl: :rofl: I needed a ridiculous picture for my ridiculous addiction. I love cereal so much. There’s just something about the crunchy cereal with the milk. But I have no moderation with cereal. I’ll just eat it for every meal until it’s gone and cereal / milk also makes me sick after eating it, so it just has to be a big no for me. I didn’t eat cereal for years, then suddenly I started having cereal. It was the strangest thing!

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  1. Quick early check in. Coffee. Time to work. Had a very nasty dream. Trying to shake that now. Got a bit of a headache. Not the ideal way to start my work week. Then again, after this next 5 days I’ll be off for another 2.5 weeks. So let’s hold on to that. And it could always be worse. Like not being sober and clean. So glad I am. Have a good weekend all. Love from Amsterdam and Texas.

    @Desire2ChangeToday Glad to have you back Shay! Let’s work this. It’s worth it. You know. Hugs.
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awful news, so sad to hear, much love going out to you and to her close ones

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Day 6, going to attend a meeting today, need to find a sponsor this time around, need a better network of support. Still find it hard to believe how I was feeling once I was high this last time, I was fully ready to throw it all away, everything. I don’t want that, I can’t have that. Mad what this drug can do to you.

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Day 92 booze, day 5 benzos
Terrible sleep last night. Restless, like I’d had a double espresso before bed. Mind racing. Valium has a long half life - even tho I weaned down maybe I still had some kicking around the system until yesterday. Glad I’ve got no pills in the house so I couldn’t give in overnight. Better go get a coffee. Well done everyone. Keep going

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Checking in day 5. Looking forward to going to bed sober :zzz: and waking up without regrets. That never gets old! Staying on track and remaining patient with the process. I know true change will take time. Sending well wishes everyones way :yellow_heart::purple_heart::blue_heart::dizzy:

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Day 609

I hardly ever talk about dreams mostly because I never remember them, but I’ve just woken up from a pretty funny one.

I arrive home to a box at my front door. Inside is a white cat. I’m expecting the delivery it would seem. I get it some food and water, play with it for a bit and then go about my business. A few moments later I hear a commotion and find kittens literally pouring out of my washing machine, maybe 20 or so. While I run around in a panic trying to work out what’s happening and what to do, kittens crawling everywhere, all over me too, I notice there’s now a couple of dogs and a load of puppies running around aswell. At this point there has to be about 50 dogs and cats in my small apartment and I’m in a mad panic. Then there’s suddenly a load of people in my apartment aswell, all looking for there cats and dogs, and shouting at me about it. It’s chaos by this point, you can barely move around the flat it’s so tightly packed with people and animals. Some of the people are people from my life I haven’t seen for decades. Old friends, family, even a couple of ex’s (you know, just to make it a little extra special weird :ok_hand:) Then I suddenly woke up.

What the hell was that all about, I don’t even have a cat or a dog?

Anyway, have a great sober day folks :+1:

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(I’m not calling u a pig, btw, it just reminded me of the film)

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Look up dream interpretation of it. I did briefly and it’s interesting…:wink:

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That is so funny. I literally have an image in my head of dozen of kittens crawling out of a washing machine LMFAO :joy:… I’ve been dreaming every night as well. Full on vivid dreams. I havnt dreamt like this in yrs… It’s so interesting right !

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Before I go to bed at night I lay in bed and talk to my spirit guides and I ask them to introduce them self to me and tell me there names… So far all that’s come through to me repeatedly the same thing is the name Rebecca and oddly, the number 300…interesting stuff :crystal_ball:

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Hmm, yeah it’s pretty interesting (and a bit worrying :upside_down_face:). This seems appropriate:

'Dreaming of a litter of kittens could mean you’re feeling swamped and need more fun, enjoyment, and relaxation in your life.

Dreaming of kittens could also mean that you’ve embarked on a new project or a chapter of your life that’s in a vulnerable state and requires nurturing’.

:thinking::thinking:

But there was also a load of stuff about being scared of women and it’s just too early in the morning to be reading about that :confused::sweat_smile:

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It’s so unusual for me to remember dreams I had to write it down. Now I’ve looked into it I think I prefer it when I don’t :sweat_smile:

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Hello, hello, I am ready for vacation and bad weather. Just reading, yoga, doing whatever I feel like.

I recently deleted my profile here and am now back. I guess it was some kind of fucked up inner child discussion with my ego revolting in anger.

I wish everyone a good weekend.

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Probably many of us have had a hissy fit and deleted app or profile, I know I have no judgment!

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Good morning here’s to a Saturday filled with everything you want to make possible we just need to remind ourselves that we are not our thoughts. Checking in clean and free today.

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Joy your day’s are really tallying up I love your positiveness always love Emma :heart::heart::heart::kiss::kiss:

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