I really appreciate that @anon60334405 thank you and thank you very much @Dragonflygirl82!!!
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Day 113 check in
Excited to go buy cleaning supplies right now (what has my life come to? 
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Jk. My friend is coming to visit. So one thing thats happened since one of my best friends passed away is that I have been blowing up the 2 friends I have left more than ever! Lol. Really, Ive been telling everyone I Iove that I love them constantly…
Have I told you guys how much I love you guys lately??? 
Well I do. I am so grateful for all of you!!.. and this place where I feel connected to people in a world that feels so disconnected all the time. Im so glad I found you all.
Hope you all have a great SOBER day!
Happy 5 months @Rockstar24777 You inspire me each day to be better!!
@Sunny11 Happy 90 days to you!! 
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Tomek.
@anon27760155
The only reason I brought that up was because of my child. My child was in an AA group. And this could happen in any recovery group. Not picking on AA here at all. Just this particular group. They said my child wasn’t sober unless they was off all meds. So my child got off the very important “mood stabilizing” drugs and the results were catastrophic. There’s a big difference between Mood Stabilizing and Mood Altering drugs. So anyway I tend to get on my soap box about this because I feel it is very important for people to know the difference.
I hope you have a great sober weekend.
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She does…and knows that stuff like this is a “hell no!”
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I am thinking…NO!
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We’ll see…We’ll see… 
We don’t have any spas open yet. I’m going to steal your idea @liv_m and create a spa at home for the both of us. I’ll order some nice smelling products and plan a Saturday or Sunday. Thank you Mel!!
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Thank you for just sharing that information as you are right people need to know the difference. I’ve hidden and masked all my life and this has been the first time I feel I can just be me…
So I appreciate the support x
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Colin has stolen my heart
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Sounds like a dude. 
@emc2018 Congrats on your massive number! 
@Dazercat Yikes! This would freak me out too, hopefully you can get booked in soon
@M-be-free49 Thank you, they really are, this one especially!
@anon35096624 Congrats on 3 weeks!
@Tommo Congrats on 70!
@Sunny11 Congrats on 90!
@Truckinmonster21 So sorry to hear that 
@RosaCanDo Sending love and healing for your pups 
@anon27760155 I hope you got your meds, it’s ridiculous and dangerous when they suddenly screw up like this, I really hope you got them sorted
@Rockstar24777 Congrats on 5 months! 
63 days.
Today is a great day! 
They say Friday 13th is lucky for some, and I think it must apply to me…today I finally got an offer on my flat following yesterday’s viewing and I’ve accepted! 
Now just hoping it all completes okay, the buyers are hoping to be moved in by Xmas. The annoying part is that it’s too soon to secure a rental place for me and the cats, because it could fall through, so I have to wait another month before I can really commit to somewhere, which makes me really anxious that I won’t find somewhere when that time comes, however, I do trust that the universe will have our backs and the ideal place for us wi be right there waiting at the right time 
I went for the longest walk I’ve done in many years today, it may not be a lot to most people, but it’s a huge achievement for me compared to my ability the last few years. I walked for 1hr and 45 mins, because I could see a bridge in the next town and my brain wouldn’t let me turn around until.Id walked on it 
I took a photo.
I feel so relieved and happy. Slightly irritated that the addict part of my brain wants to ‘celebrate’ with unhealthy things, but I won’t do that, not a chance.
Have a lovely weekend everyone
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Life is and has been an emotional Rollercoaster. There are some serious realizations I have been trying to bury and ignore that my soul is finding more disruptive. Ever try to avoid doing something super hard because you know people will get hurt in the process but all you’re really doing is sacrificing your own needs and hurting yourself? That’s where I’m at right now. My heart and mind aren’t in alignment and it’s becoming harder to avoid day by day. Sigh. Serenity prayer comes to mind right now.
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Hooray, finally! Congrats and yes, things have a way of working themselves out, especially when you are doing your best to stay healthy and are sober, am I right?!? So glad to hear this news for you.
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Thank you Tyler2020 means alot !
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It was peaceful she was suffering to much this was the best thing we could have done for her 
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Thanks it means alot it was the best she was having chronic seizures and was basically paralyzed she was suffering to much
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Thank you so much! 
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