Checking in Daily to Maintain Focus #22

Nice one! 2 months in the bag.

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Getting back into a good routine. Itā€™s great to get back to visiting the clients and staff at the treatment center. It gives me something to do and helps me alot. I quit using the nicotine patch and gum 50 something hours ago. Itā€™s making me cranky but I quit alot of other things using the steps already.
Wishing you all the best. God bless. :v:&:heart:

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I thought about this when I saw your post last night. You have so earned a big congratulations, lady! :clap:t3: :clap:t3: :clap:t3: Iā€™m proud of you!

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Today I chose sobriety for the 72th day in a row, because I want to discover what potential life can come out of work and soothe, what I can learn of tensions and relaxation, how strong I can become in training and meditating, how much I can learn while reading and practicing my profession, how much I can give and receive from loved ones, and how much I can find peace and help people get through life with a little less pressure in their heart.

Life is precious. You donā€™t have to miss any minute of it with alcohol. Enjoy every feeling because they mean that youā€™re living fully. In the fight, we learn and grow.
I wish you all a good night or day,

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@WCan thank you for these words tonight these are nothing but facts you have a goodnight to and you can rest easy knowing your not the same person you were 72 days ago amazing !!!

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Hey :wave: sixty big ones!!day at a time. Thatā€™s great!! Happy for ya. Have a Happy Stress Free Thanksgiving.
:pray:t2::heart:

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Day 775. Rolling into my third sober Thanksgiving. Will be having an early night and then starting the day with a meeting. :heart:

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Checking in and still sober. Feeling good mentally, physically and spiritually. Today was my last day at IOP due to jobs coming up soon. Iā€™ll miss it, but itā€™s time to move forward. Glad I did that along with detox to break up that nasty binge. I was on a war path to my grave, no doubt. It was scary as all get out!

Hope everyone has a good holiday, stay safe and enjoy.

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433 Days. I was so excited to get off work early today. I planned on coming home and using that time to catch up on things. Well, I got home, sat down and fell asleep for 2 hours. I had no energy when I woke up and didnā€™t get anything done. I guess my body was telling me I needed the rest.

I got a text from a co-worker tonight saying she went for a covid test. Results wonā€™t come for 3-5 days. We worked closely the past 2 days with masks. But what gets me is that we have to pass a bunch of questions on an app in order to be allowed in the office. She obviously lied when answering those questions. Thereā€™s no way she would have passed with the symptoms she has. All day yesterday, when she was coughing and sniffling, she kept saying it was allergies. Why canā€™t people just do the right thing rather than jeopardize everyone elseā€™s health? Thatā€™s just selfish in my opinion. Iā€™m not worried about getting it myself, itā€™s the people I come in contact with that worries me. My 82 year old MIL is one of them.

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So inspirationalā€¦I hope to be here too one day.

So great to read this. What and awesome number. Excellent!!
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Havenā€™t posted here in about 2-3 weeks. Was feeling ashamed and embarrassed about relapsing. I have posted on here so often about slipping that Iā€™m tired of talking about it and honestly feel like everyone is tired of hearing it lol (which prob isnā€™t true). I was actually wanting to wait for my 7 day mark of being clean before I made a post just that I can show you all (and prove to myself) that Iā€™m doing this and putting in the work. Right now tho Iā€™m coming up to 1 day clean. Anyway, today was a decent day. I used yesterday evening and all through the night and didnā€™t sleep last night so Iā€™ve technically been awake for 37 hours. Not good. But I wasnā€™t able to rest during the day bcuz I had responsibilities and things to do. I got through my day (it was rough but I caused it). On the plus side tho, I got paid today and didnā€™t spend a damn cent on drugs!!! Yay me :slight_smile: And I definitly canā€™t wait to sleep tonight and get some rest. Usually it takes me a few days to mentally, emotionally and physically feel somewhat normal when Iā€™ve used alotā€¦ so my hope for this time around is that I dont forget the negative shit drugs cause. Anyway, Iā€™m glad to be back friends. Hope everyone is doing well and staying as healthy as possible. Luv to all!

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Iā€™m sorry Lisa that is very selfish of her! Prayers you donā€™t get itā€¦ start isolating now. We are most contagious before we start feeling the symptoms. :pray:t3::yellow_heart:

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Donā€™t ever feel embarrassed girl. Iā€™m glad you are back at it. Stay strong and take it one day at a timeā€¦ thatā€™s all you can do. :yellow_heart:

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This is good to know, and I hope youā€™re feeling better!

@Lisa07 I hope that coworkerā€™s selfish actions doesnā€™t wind up making you sick too. So unnecessary.

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Thanks my friend :slight_smile: I needed to read that

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Sorry Lisa.
Some people really suck!

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Ending day 12. Happy for that, of course, but stressing so much today, even though I have excesses to be thankful for. I aim to sleep well tonight so that I can concentrate on gratitude tomorrow. Lots of zooming planned for the holiday!

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@Butterflymoonwoman Keep at it! I know the feeling of not wanting to post until u have a week. U can do it!

@CapriciousCapricorn That year is getting closer!

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Day 1,119. I was officially given a nice promotion at work today and a very significant raise (I still donā€™t make a ton because itā€™s a non-profit agency). This was all supposed to take place many months ago but Covid did Covid things and pushed everything back. Old, drunk Derek would have reacted poorly when everything got pushed back. However, these days I just let things happen according to Godā€™s plan. Sobriety works.

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