Whoa…Monday Monday! Rolling into my Monday work day
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Checking in January 18th 2021
Feeling great ! Miss my uncle had a dream about him a night ago i hugged him tight and told him dont worry the other side might not be as bad we think its okay to let go you can go and we hugged each other tight and he left i couldnt attend his funeral because i couldnt see him like that i interpet that dream as he came to visit me and i got to say goodbye 🥲 makes me feel good ready to start my day LETS GOO !!!
thats my uncle who sadly lost everything to his DOC of alcohol i will never ever touch that posion again ! He leaves behind 2 boys 1 girl and a wife at 37 years old
Rest easy UNCLE giovanni ill see you up there .
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Day 220 clean and sober today! Wow @apes2020 you’re stacking up the days again good for you!!! I hope everyone has a great day today love you guys!!! 
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Thank you! Things are looking up… it seems that with sobriety I feel things more strongly, and yet it all becomes more manageable at the same time.
Good luck with the new job!! How’d the first day go?
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Checking in on day 218.
@Truckinmonster21 It sounds like that dream was a nice way of remembering your uncle, I’m glad you had that at least since you weren’t able to go to the funeral. I’m sorry again for your loss and I’m glad we’re sober to help properly grieve. Stay strong 
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I’m here, I’m alive and I’m sober.
Day 141
Not 100% sure I’m alive though, I’ve had online class since 09.00 and have another hour until I’m off and is going to pick up the kids.
I have a lot to write about tweenie again but I don’t have the energy too. I’ve given it all I got this far, but I’m not sure I have the energy to keep it ip for longer. New meeting with the kids psychiatric hospital tomorrow, followed by a meeting at the social service.
I try to not have it affect my mood but it’s harder than it sounds.
The lack of sleep probably doesn’t make it easier. Money which never really had been an issue before is also starting to be a problem because my husband can’t work. His boss was kind enough to give him another week, but now Monday is total deadline,if he can’t be at work Monday he doesn’t have to come at all, ever.
Besides that, it’s Monday, cold, snowy and my school starts again in five minutes.
Have a nice week everyone 
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I’m checking out, but will be back after a little break.
Take care, guys!
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Hope everything is okay, we’ll be here when you are ready to come back! Stay safe friend 
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Again, I’m sorry for your loss, it’s such a waste of a life. I feel for the young family he left behind. This should be a wake up call to be more vigilant and less complacent of where we are in our recovery. We can do this, never drink again!
Blessings and sobriety!
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Oh Sophia, I feel for you. What a dilemma you must all be in. Stay strong, stay sober!
Blessings and sobriety!
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Day 38.
Sleep is still elusive. But my cravings are not as noticeable. I’m taking an array of supplements and I’m not sure if they’re helping, but then again I’ve only been taking them (magnesium, liver detox, multi, L-glutamine, vitamin D and B) for a few short weeks.
I am back at work. Dreading the end of the working week when I usually settle in for a massive Friday night drinking 2 lires of wine alone in my room. I would look forward to it all week. I guess I will have to keep myself distracted and busy. Onwards and upwards!
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Our moods come and go… and repeat♥️ Doing it sober though makes you have to actually feel them. The gift of feeling can be a rough experience and also a beautiful experience. Proud of you for being back and want you to stay around with us:-)
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One day at a time is exatly right.
This rings very true with me, but I also hold hope that just because they are like this now, does not mean that what I want isn’t still in my grasp. Living in the moment is a wish for myself, with the absolute hope that me doing this leads me to where I want to go in my next moments. Thanks for posting, it had me re looking at my day ahead of me.
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Day 30. Trying to keep busy. Trying to quit cigarettes too. Today is day 2 for cigarettes. Feeling agitated and edgy but that’s just withdrawals I guess. Exercising helps a lot. Have been walking a lot and climbing stairs.
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Your words mean the world to me right now i really appreciate it yesss im happy i atleast got to see him in my dreams it was awesome 🥲🙏
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I will never drink again !
Thank you for the kimd words @Joy your numbers inspire me to keep working harder and staying stronger in this fight against this poison .
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Day 350 man 15 more days. Things are going good, heading to do some grocery shopping. Can y’all believe this, for the first time in my damn life I need to lend my step dad and mom money and I have it makes me so happy.
My uncle Corey sent me a quick rough draft idea of what he wants to do, I’m gonna post it but this is just a quick sketch up, I already told him I didn’t really want the drugs and bottle in that tattoo like, maybe more faded into the background, and just to put a skull on the bottle. He had several other ideas he is going whip up and send me, and the girls hands are too big. But I’ll post it and if you all know some strengths or think of something cool plz tell me. Anyways have a great day
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Thanks it’s just a quick draft up tho. I didn’t like the bottle and razor, I want that faded in the back more so like u can barely see it. I may not even incorporate them at all. And I was rise above in one word below or above it.
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