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Feels like Christmas Eve.
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Big up to 365 days free from the chains of nicotine. Keep on keeping on smober ODAAT!
Blessings and sobriety!
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Congratulations!!, so proud of you!!..stay strong, stay positive and keep the faith 
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Thank them both for their service, I’m a proud veteran myself
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Yesssss 
love it.
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Great. Thanks, Lisa.
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- Coffee now, work in a bit. Government is expected to announce a curfew today from 8pm till 4am. I don’t really feel it this morning but I’ll be OK. I’m sober and clean. I got you all. I got my little cat. I got everything I need really and I’m very thankful for that. Have as good a day as you can all. Clean and sober. Love from Amsterdam.
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808 AF, 7 eating. Although I don’t really know why I am counting the eating. Guess I should, just to make sure.
Gov announced Lockdown until 14th of Feb, almost everything closed. Schools, leisure, shops, all closed. Hairdresser 
I think I will grow long hair due to Covid. Medical masks obligatory in public.
Have some calm 24hrs. 
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Couldn’t go to bed without checking in! Day 53 
Now, time for 
zzzzz
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Yes, a better general health condition I would say. The skin mainly, it feels like a youth cure. And also a growing notion of being more resolve and decided, which is really uplifting
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Im at a point where I’m begging for sleep…
ADHD can fucking suck! My mind won’t switch off.
And this is where my addict brain kicks in and I think about using just to get some sleep.
So this is me kicking myself into check!
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Day 342~ Energy. Energy is such a crazy fucked up thing sometimes. I’m an empath and I’ve talked about that briefly before. It’s just so hard for me to block out certain energy and vibes. I feel everything, every emotion of not only my own but of others. I used to always listen to my gut and 9 times outta 10 I would go with what I was feeling. Lately though I’m questioning it. I feel as though it’s miss guided me. I know the universe has a plan already in place and what will be will be but I can’t help but feel like I need to change my approach. I need more of a balance of not thinking I already know the outcome and just let things work out naturally; organically. It’s gotta be a control thing. It’s like if it doesn’t work out the way I think it should in my head everything will fall apart. I lived in fear of the what if’s for so long. I think it’s time to let go of that mentality and take a leap of faith into the unknown. Life is all about learning and growing both of which should not be done in fear but with hope. Be positive and positive things will happen. Keep fighting. This is a long journey one with many ups and downs; but it’s worth it. I promise if you put in the work you will reap the amazing benefits and blessings.
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Why you still up young lady,?
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Can’t sleep. Well couldn’t I’m actually getting a little sleepy now. Sleeps not my friend. 
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Yeah I feel you, stretched out on the couch?
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No I moseyed up to bed. I’m currently get my ear snored into. 
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Poke him, lol.
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