Thank you big Sis @C_8. I’m so happy you’re back. I get all giddy when I see you post.
Thank you @littlemisschatterbox. You’re not far behind. We’ll be celebrating yours next.
Thanks @Misokatsu, @Joy , @Drave and @Dan531. It warms my heart to have so many people rooting for me and boosting me up when I’m feeling down.
Thanks, but I’m not especially worth helping or anything like that. It would probably be more usefully offered to someone else.
Day 233 clean and sober today. Last night was tough for me. Feeling really lonely and longing to have a relationship with someone. I know I’m not in a place mentally, physically or spiritually right now but miss being loved. I got into the solution last night and went to an NA speaker meeting on Zoom which was really good. I came to the conclusion that what I was feeling is normal and ok, that just because I’m lonely doesn’t mean I’m so something wrong or that my program isn’t good. I used to think that if I were feeling sad or depressed that I wasn’t doing something right. Well that is 100% false. I’m human and it’s part of being human. Anyway, have a great day everyone, love you guys!!!
Look at you go! Whoop whoop!
@Lisa07 WHOOP WHOOP. Those are some amazing numbers girl. You have been here for me since I started TS and I’m so thankful for you. Your journey has not only been inspiring but is aspiring. Living life on life’s terms isn’t easy but you’re proof that it can be done clean and sober. Every day might not be a bright day but you brighten my days.
Hope you have an awesome trip bro. I absolutely LOVE your tattoo design and am excited for you.
@RosaCanDo… I am putting water on for a spot of tea only 5 hours north of you and you can see Eagles in my back yard. They like stalking my chickens and critters🤣
You live in a rural spot, right? That’s my dream come true! @TSan I saw lots, a couple dozen or there abouts. The eagles congregate by the lock and dam that breaks up the ice on the river and they can fish there. They were fishing and chasing each other and even just standing on the ice and in the trees. It was magical! I never realized it would be this amazing to move to a river town, especially this magic Mississippi.
229 days. Only been up for a couple hours and my mind is already all over the place. Am awaiting a response from my friend but am going to try and plan my getaway this week. I have read how many people on here are also dealing with lacking feelings of connection and somehow it makes how I’m feeling better. I seriously don’t know where I would be without this forum and I’m so thankful for everyone here.
Checking in day 28: Enjoying a peaceful morning before I get my ass handed to at Crossfit! Woke up this am to a headache. I am assuming lack of sleep because still rocking this sober gig!
Thank you @Squirt!! I could tell from the determination in your very first post that you were here for all the right reasons. Your path is similar to mine as in…it hasn’t been easy nor is it going to be easy but we’ll push through and come out better on the other side.
Thank you @Conor689908!! You’ve been with me since this start and I’m grateful to have such a caring friend. Much love to you.
P.S… the check is in the mail.
And I’m gonna keep stalking you both. It keeps me sober.
I like your post, twin. What’s great about being human and sober/clean is that life is varied. Bad thing about not being sober is that every day is the same.
Thank you! Congrats to you too!!!
Hey birthday twin! My first sober birthday, too! Go us!!! Happy birthday!
30 days today! Bought myself a pineapple house plant as a reward.