Sir, I am verklempt 
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Welcome!!! You rocked 9 days, doing awesome!
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Thanks for the wise words, Conor. I need to stay humble and on it if this is going to work long term.
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Huge Congratulations Courtney!! Watching your growth over the past year has been amazing! You are one determined and strong lady. Thank you for opening up and letting us into your world.
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Well, Iām not sure how Iām feeling. Iām pretty fucked up emotionally right now. I was diagnosed with dementia. I guess I knew it, but was hoping for a little more time, or I donāt know. It makes me angry because the impact it already has on my life is bullshit. I donāt know what to do. Itās embarrassing. I see how people look at me with concern sometimes, or they think I just donāt give a shit about them because I canāt remember shit. The worst part is when people think they are helping and say they forget shit all the time. It doesnāt help, itās dismissive, and it pisses me off. Iām going to have a little pity party tonight and then pull myself up by the bootstraps tomorrow and come up with a plan.
Fuck my ex. Fuck him, fuck him, fuck him. Why the hell am I still kind to him 
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Oh Beth. I am so sorry to hear that. It must be quite a shock to get this news. I can totally understand why you are feeling so angry. And probably pissed off. Today you donāt have to do anything. Have that pity party. Talk to people on here. I know thereās a lot of love for you here.
I donāt know why. But if you say fuck youāre ex. Then fuck him!!! Youāre probably nice to him cuz your a nice person.
Great job on your 260 days.
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That really sucks Beth. Iām very sorry. Go have that pity party for yourself and Iāll have one for you too. Thereās a thread with things that can fuck right off and Iām tempted to go add your ex to it. Rather than look for it, Iāll add it here:
Bethās Ex can fuck right off!!!
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Beth I have no words sometimes. But Iām sending prayers and hugs your way. Much love girl
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Once again, Mike said it better than I could. Much love to you.
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@Girlinterrupted Iām so sorry to hear this. I echo everyone elseās sentiments and my thoughts are with you while you navigate your way through this.
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Great show Charlie.
So happy for ya.
You are definitely worth it.
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Checking in at the end of day 392
I had a decent day. I said my prayers, read my daily readings, did my grati-duding. Ate a little and drank possibly too many coffees. Had a good long talk with housemates throughout the day. We had our weekly counsellor led house meeting. Everyone stayed calm and are willing and capable of changing things so that we are all feeling safe and supported. Had a nice zoom NA meeting with my one time home group, was great to see them.
I am tired, it seems, all the time lately. I do not believe I have seasonal depression but I havenāt seen doctors. We are still in this covid crisis. Maybe my diet could use work. I have been slowly trying to fix these things and my patience is weaning. I sleep a decent amount and get excersise. I guess I need to slow down on more stuff. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to know the difference.
God bless you all. 
&
p.s. Love yourself youāre worth it. Ya you!!
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Can you dig iiiiit!!??
And to all staying strong out there way to go!
Bye for nowā¦
Ps - bonus points to who can tell us the movie for the ācan you dig itā reference.
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I am so incredibly sorry this is happening. It just fucking sucks. And yes, your ex can fuck right off.
I will say - what made me awestruck, more than hearing this awful news, is your reaction. I know itās not about winning and losing, but if it was? You have so won this one. No matter what he did to you - he didnāt reach your essence, which is going to pull yourself up by the bootstraps the way only you can do. And you didnāt drink.
You didnāt hand over your power. You decided how you want to react to this. And your essence is not for the taking.
You are one incredible person. My shoulder and ear are here. 
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Hey sweet lady, you know you are pretty amazing right? Those who canāt stand in solidarity with you when you need it, means they donāt deserve your fucks either. Save those for those that matter. You have no more fucks you need to give ever to dismissive assholes and worthless exās.
Today have your party, however; I donāt need to say how far YOU have come. No one else gave you 280 days of sobriety you did. Which means that tomorrow, you will be able to to pull yourself up by your bootstraps because full circleā¦you are pretty damn amazing. You have our support and understandingā„ļø.
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Congratulations on your 3 months JB. 
Great job.
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Checking in at the end of day 365~ Thank you all again truly from the bottom of my heart. 
I made a video message saying thanks and like a dummy I forgot I couldnāt upload it here. 
Your special shout outs and messages and gifs mean more than you know. I donāt want to āFlexā too much but I got a special sober anniversary gift. Its a reminder for me each day of all my hard work and efforts. Iām blessed. 
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Thank you, @TSan. Appreciate the attagirl.
Dog and a cookie? Sounds like a good night to me!
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