Good night all. Checking out. Sorry, many have a bad day. Hope it’s getting better soon.
I learned that once I solved a problem another one is sneaking around the corner trying to stress me. Bastards…
I thought I lost the key to the climbing hall which is a central key and the building is community, so expensive if I lost it. I am not very talented when it comes to keys. So I found 2 keys I could not say where, why, wtf. One was my brothers house. The other must have been this one. We went yesterday to check. Noooooooo. Damn it. Didn’t fit. I asked a friend to make a photo of the key in question so that I knew what to look for. The key was the same. I went back today to try another time as I thought I was too stupid. Didn’t fit. So I wrote our boss, let’s say. I asked for the key number I was given. He answered me: number blablabaahhh, yeah but the City changed the locks!!
Another problem solved. So I can savely wait for another preparing.
Otherwise I had a great day, cycling, almost too warm, 20 degrees.
Day 213!
Going to meet up with a mom! I met her on Instagram odly enough but her husband went to school with my daughters dad and I hired her to do his resume. Her daughter loves eggs too, haha so its a match made in heaven. Ahh wish me luck that I still know how to talk to people.
Ive never had to pursue making friends before because Ive always just had them. So this is new for me. Hope you all gave a great sober day!
93 days. Feeling so much better today than I have in several weeks. I think getting back to the gym with my friend had a lot to do with it. They say going to the gym has the same effects as an antidepressant med. Also, @littlemisschatterbox, I called the counseling office several times today with no answer. Left a voicemail. I will call back again tomorrow.
I’ve been feeling like this all week and my brain just wants some time out of sobriety but I’ve heard it all before and TBH I can’t remember once when it ever made a difference or made me feel better for long…
Sometimes it ain’t gonna be pretty and I’ve come to realize that it’s great when the world is dancing to my tune but when the music ends and things start to go wrong that’s when I find out what I’m made of. Today I don’t have much love for others or myself but as long as I don’t drink or get high that love will return.
Wow this is super helpful. Just saved it to my phone. These graphics are so great! Thank you for doing the work to get them!!! You make this community a great place!
Thanks Fleur. Since my back was spasming I’m just lying here in bed with ice alternating with heat. I can’t even try to do anything.
It’s funny I heard my wife go for her wine glass in the kitchen. I know that distinct sound or clink of a wine glass on the granite countertop. Oh it would be nice to have some for pain relief. But I don’t do that anymore. No desire. But those crazy thoughts entered my mind. I’ll just stick with Advil and ice and bed.
It’s always a great day to be sober.
Thanks Menno. I didn’t even do anything. Just got up from my chair Back pain sucks. I’ve been worse. I know you know how it feels. Appreciate it my friend.
Congratulations on your nine months. That’s awesome. That one is a lovely milestone. It really feels good don’t it? Keep up the phenomenal work. You’re worth it. All the best to you.
Day 2! Happy Monday, it’s a great day to be alive! Woke up with the craving, but instead I chugged cold water and made my breakfast with some coffee… journaled then got ready for work. Driving to work was hard and I wanted to smoke so bad, but these toothpicks have been helping me a lot.
I hope everyone has a good day. I pray tonight is easier than last. Being home from work, the cravings are starting to crawl back out. For some frustrating reason I feel like I am gonna break at some point. Really hope I dont.
I am strong! I am resilient! I can do anything I put my mind to. And so are you
Back pain sucks. I’ve been worse. I know you know how it feels. Appreciate it my friend.
Woke up with the craving, but instead I chugged cold water and made my breakfast with some coffee… journaled then got ready for work. Driving to work was hard and I wanted to smoke so bad, but these toothpicks have been helping me a lot.
