This was an amazing discovery for me lol. I thought everyone drank like I did and that I was just keeping up. Now when I go out “drinking” I notice how very little people actually drink. So, that was embarrassing 
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That made me chuckle, your last line, 
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Checking in at the end of day 182.
Got up a bit late today. The England game kicked off at 3am for me, so bed at 5am - which isn’t great for business.
Had a lovely day with the family, though. Did a lot of planning for the next 7 weeks over a roast dinner. Magic.
Have a great sober day, wherever you are.
Goodnight. 
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Good for you Em! Enjoy your uneventful day. You’ve earned it 
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Day 387 clean and sober today. Happy 4th of July I love you guys!!! 
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Love that number bro!!!
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Day 4
Had a long walk with family and dog 
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A bit nervous time to time , but luckily not too much .
Tonight AA meeting .
Hugs and joy to all of you 
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Heading into day 11, I never even told my friends I was getting sober this time and I haven’t heard from them in 11 days, geuss it’s just my higher power showing me what’s meant for my life. It does bother me a little but I know being alone is best for healing. Anyways being the fourth of July doesn’t bother me, there is no temptation with it, but figuring out where to go with the girls so they can enjoy it is the hard part, that was my hardest part in my year of sobriety was still being awkward in situations lol. I really do believe my higher power wanted to show me what drugs and alcohol was going to do to my tattoo career if I got cocky and complacent, so I got a little taste because now I have zero desire to use and feel just as strong as I did before. I can’t lie I don’t feel any enthusiasm with my milestones, so definitely need to do some ego checking. I’m sober, doesn’t matter how many days, my girls have there daddy back that’s what matters, and well my mom didn’t bury her son this relapse so things are really good
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That’s wonderful to read Mike. You may never know or understand how much this makes my day 
Been praying for ya. 
Love ya man.
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Day 1 again. Feeling really disappointed in myself. Went to 2 online meetings this morning. Trying to get my head screwed back on.
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That happened to me here a few months ago! but the guy on the phone said to me " thank you for being a customer with us for 37 years!" Lmao it was a moment of whaaaa??? 37 years ? F%&k and I’m still broke lmao
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I think Baby spread the word in bird world, 
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I think so too 
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I do wonder sometimes, what happened to baby 
in January there were only 5 mynas in the family out side the window, yesterday I counted them, there was 15 of them… Baby told its ENTIRE family l and long distance relatives to migrate to the bread cafe
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He’s probably got a brood of his own getting hen pecked and dreaming of his perfect life with you!
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@icndothis congrats on your week 
@icebear so proud of you, you’ve got this 
@anon53116147 congrats on double digits
@Joy congrats on 700+ days smoke free
@Ooooops congrats on 2 weeks
@Beforemy30s congrats on 80 days
@SoberWalker thank you 
I love Buts 
@LaurieVee sorry to hear 
congrats on coming back with honesty though
@Chiron thank you so much
@RosaCanDo congrats on 50 days
328 days no alcohol.
296 days no cocaine.
22 days no binge-eating.
I repotted all of my plants this morning, I found it really therapeutic and enjoyed it lots. 
I had gym and swimming booked at lunchtime but my brother messaged me asking if I wanted to meet up with them for lunch, so we went to an Italian restaurant and I had pizza and lemonade, it was so good. I booked gym and swimming for tomorrow instead of taking the day off, so it’s all okay, did miss it though. Towards the end of the meal I got a really sore throat, so I was panicking about having Covid and that I’d just spent time with them, but I did a rapid test and it was negative, this made me very happy.
Went to the glow in the dark crazy golf, I enjoyed it but it was a bit awkward as we were right behind a large group, and we had an even smaller group than us right behind us. My friends teenage daughter refused to play so that wasn’t great either. I liked the place, it’s something different, and I bought my friends and I a drink while we waited, I chose a blue slush and it was so good.
I can’t see my dad or step family until 11th as one of my step brothers has tested positive for Covid.
A really good quality birthday 
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Lolll I just imagined baby sitting in a tree with its mate and young ones cherping away annoyingly at baby like little kids do, and baby just sitting there like an annoyed parent or partner would do when they just Want some peace and quite and starts reminiscences of the good ol days flash backs to being hand feed from a buffet of food and all the warmth in the world lmao
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Had a good day today. Got up and went to 11am meeting. I think I’m listening well this time round. Went home and fixed a wardrobe door which fell of weeks ago. Went through my clothes and took out the ones I don’t wear and have them bagged for charity. Still staying at my mammy’s but a good day overall.
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