Checking in for today. I feel decent today. It’s been cloudy here and will be for the next 5 6 months it’s just what it is here in the north. I’m sure it was SAD that has my mood off my doc says to up my vitamin D and try a false sun light lamp thing. I found some for like 30 bucks. Looks like another excuse to shop .
Took it easy at the gym today just elliptical and a massage on the hydro bed I’ll do the whole thing tomorrow.
Anyway feels good to have
70 days no alcohol
33 days no cigarettes
Be well everyone and good job today we are very awesome
Eric, I kind of think of you as the welcome dad/ meme master of TS haha. You were one of the very first people who welcomed me on here. You made me and I’m sure so many others feel like we belong in this community. Thank you for all the time you spend here, and always making me laugh with your memes. I’m so happy you are a part of mine and so many others journey. Without you I’m not sure I would have stuck around and engaged. I’m grateful for you and helping me get through my first month
Yeah Eric was the first one to welcome me too. I got two replies right away and it felt really good to know people were there paying attention. @Dazercat
Checking in on day 138. Trying to hold the house together while my partner recovers from surgery (mostly keeping the kids from injuring one another, or going in to jump on mommy ). I’ve been awake since 4 am, so absolutely exhausted!
Congratulations on 500 days @Nordique! Amazing. Way to go @Callie99 on 30 days! And @TripnMN on 70. Keep up the great work everyone!
Congrats Caroline!!!
30 consecutive days… all in a fricken row, every day!!! Whenever I say that it blows my mind and it would never blow the mind of a normie. " She hasn’t drank for how many days in a row!!! Every one of them???" We get each other and that’s my favorite part.
I am really happy you are celebrating your first month of sobriety. And I’m really happy for us, that you found TS!!!
Day 87 alcohol free. I’m very excited, tomorrow night I’m teaching a special yoga workshop. I think it’s going to be fun and a good way to connect with some new people. Can’t wait!!
Checking in, with my coffee and soon ready for work again. I stayed home after my little slip, I was to depressed and disapointet in my self to get my self to work. Just having a pittyparty. Time to dust my self off and get going. Have yourself a great day
Hi everyone. Made it to day 2. Feeling really anxious and don’t seem to be able to stop crying. Knew this would be hard but man it really is determined to keep going though!!
Corporate just sent us a giant cake for winning a contest!!
Even though we already received a cake as prize last week. Can’t complain though, there’s lots of cake. Though out of respect for binge eaters, I won’t be posting mad selfies with the cake
Coffee. is out. Hiked long in windy grey conditions yesterday. It was pretty nonetheless. Funny how I felt fine all walk long, but after getting home I totally collapsed, feeling every bone, ligament, tendon, muscle and joint in my body. It feels better now. Not going to walk or bike or work out today though.
Instead it is back to therapy. Having a bit of a hard time seeing the use of it all. I know I made some progress, but it’s so little I feel. Two thirds in. I don’t know. Is it me not making enough of an effort, is it the type of therapy that doesn’t quite fit me? Is therapy just a load of crap? Am I fooling myself I will ever function better as a human being?
Sigh. Will talk about some of these worries next week as we will evaluate then. Getting an email about that this morning is what probably brought up this negativity in me. In the meanwhile I’l keep trudging along. One foot in front of the other. One day at a time. Sober and clean, and I am absolutely positively sure that’s a huge positive in my life. Have a good day all, or at least as good as you can. Love from Waterland.
@Nordique Huge congrats brother. Just keep going. Nothing will stop you. @Callie99 Your first full month! Awesome work Caroline. Many congrats and hugs your way.
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determined to keep going though!!
thanks Day 3. Humility must be my ground
is out. Hiked long in windy grey conditions yesterday. It was pretty nonetheless. Funny how I felt fine all walk long, but after getting home I totally collapsed, feeling every bone, ligament, tendon, muscle and joint in my body. It feels better now. Not going to walk or bike or work out today though.
