Day 787 alcohol
Day 128 cigarettes
Day 42 nicotine
It feels like forever since I checked in here but as you can see things have been going well with alcohol and cigarettes, things have also been going well in my life too but nothing really to report on
Hope everyone has a good and safe day 
Not really even, yes it was the plan. But I havenāt even started a page or shared any of my work bc Iām to afraid Iām kind of screwing myself. I still have money, and whatās the most annoying is my mom and stepdad are the ones who were all for this and leaving my job so I can practice and get goodā¦ā my moms quote, youāre going to be amazing next year yada yada and now Iām not doing enough itās all fucking stupid
Congratulations on your 3 years of freedom Hannah. How lovely for you. And so inspiring for us all. Great share.
Checking in AF. Weekend off, always think when I have the weekend off I will get stuff done in the house and spend time getting it nice, and enjoying coffe, but never get it done. Cant seem to get my self to get it on. Just spendig all weekend being lazy and do nothing.
Husband have birthday tomorrow, and we Will have birthdayparty with family. Made cake today, I will share it in food tread tomorrow, when its all finish.
Hope you all have a great day 
So happy to see you Conor and glad to hear things are well.
@Fireweed congrats on 3 years 
@ShadowFax thank you 
@Tomek sending strength and solidarity
@RosaCanDo I know right! Thank you
@Complicatedmama thank you that meme really made me grin, fond memories of watching that program as a child with my brother 
The crafting looks like so much fun, youāre doing a great job 
@Clarity thank you
@Penguin nice to see you checking in, sorry youāve been struggling glad youāre doing better 
@MolotovMoxie congrats on 50 days
@Rockergirl92 sending strength
@Irisees919 Maid is on my list, thanks for the review, will watch that next knowing this
An hour before 12 is better than three after as my nanna used to say.
But since Iāll be staying up until 4am to watch the Fury Vs Wilder fight Iāll ignore that this weekend 
@Its_me_Stella thank you I appreciate the fireworks too as a July 4th born
@Dona congrats on 60 days
@anon53116147 youāre working on yourself and your craft man, and youāre a great dad. Iām sorry your family doesnāt see that, I do.
@Hopeful777 thank you
@RecoveringJP congrats on 2 weeks
@Charlie_C have an amazing time
@Rockstar24777 thank you
@Liberara Iām so sorry about your dadās diagnosis, sending strength and prayers
@LaurieVee congrats on 30 days
425 days no alcohol.
393 days no cocaine.
31 days no binge-eating.
Today Iāve been held captive on my sofa by Prince, one of my cats. Heās never layed on me for so long before, I think he likes the warmth from being sandwiched between my legs 
I didnāt even move to go for a vape, only when he got off, and when I came back he held me there for another 4 hours! Bless him. 
I finally caught completely up with the series Iāve been watching this morning so this afternoon I started on a new season of a show I really enjoy, Iām already on episode 5. Itās strange because I really have to force myself to watch TV since Iāve stopped bingeing, but when I do I really enjoy it and find it relaxing.
I am really struggling with the pain from my tooth. Itās more than just a ālittle sensitiveā as the dentist suggested it might be for a few weeks, I donāt think this is normal at all but Iām trying my best not to take any pain killers. My back is really hurting also from laying on the sofa for so long, but that will likely be okay in the morning.
Late last night I nearly ordered Pizza, I had items in my online basket, I did this twice but my higher power stepped in and I closed the page down both times. I was so glad I didnāt go through with it when I woke up this morning. 
Me when I see a post with 9 heartsā¦
(@AyBee, I appreciate the ānice replyā you gave me just now).
Day 1113 - kind of a lazy Saturday. I am planning on doing some decluttering later when I get the energy or a kick in the assā¦
Day 12 and Iām on the struggle bus. Iāve been arguing with my spouse all week. Iām exhausted from 4 days with little to no sleep and adjusting to new dietary restrictions. ODAAT
Ok day doing laundry and enjoying the nice weather clean at 4 months & 3 days
Remember to breathe.
Can you go for walk.? Or just get away for yourself.
I spent a lot of time apologizing to my wife because I was a little snappy for the first month or so.
Hang in there.
Those first 12 days are huge.
Your doing great.
Missed meeting tonight because out with the kids but feeling great! Just checking in to fellowship with my fellow addicts and alcoholics and just taking it 1 day at a time!
Daily check in!
Hey everybody I hope everyone is good tonight.
52 days no alcohol
15 days no cigarettes
I had a great day my sleep study went well last night. I got up at 6 feeling rested. Got home and scrubbed all the glue off and ate breakfast. The went to church for service work. I put Christmas lights on the roof. After that I went to the Mall of America (I never go there). After being lost for an hour or so and having people bump into me the whole time I got a Detroit Lions hat for the football game tomorrow.
God is good
Recovery is humbling
And you all are beautiful
3 weeks 
I must be tired 
