Checking in daily to maintain focus #35

Checking in on soon to be day 6 :relieved::pray:

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Well today is day 30. Itā€™s crazy how excited I got about it when I was sober for My year lol. I mean Iā€™m still happy and very grateful to make it to 30 days again absolutely praying for a strong day and hope you all have a amazing day too

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I hope the bat tat goes well!

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1194 days alcohol free

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@xxx thank you for your advice about food plans etc I need to make a huge lifestyle change come Monday (pre-Gastric Sleeve surgery)ā€¦ will be following along

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  1. Today is a struggle, I really want to get drunk. Or high. Or sh. But what I REALLY want and need is connection, communication and love but I shut myself in and push people away :upside_down_face: damn it emotion regulation and impulses are hard.
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I totally get it!!! As we both know drinking or using will make things worse or even destroy us. Just remember tomorrowā€™s a new day and if the best you can do is to go to sleep then do it!! Proud of you for reaching out @Jennajen itā€™s good to see you back. I hope you feel better soon!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Good morning family!!! 17 months clean and sober today, love you guys!!! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Atta Boy Rob. :+1::muscle:

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Woooohooooo look at you goooooooo!

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Ya, I knew who it was. :upside_down_face:
Right off the bat.
Welcome back. Happy youā€™re intact.
:pray:t2::heart::hugs:

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Congrats on 30 days Mike! :tada::tada:

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Congrats on the job and the recovery time April!!!
So happy to see you checking in. Welcome back you have been missed.
:smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart::smiling_face_with_three_hearts::heart::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Congrats Mike :confetti_ball::confetti_ball::confetti_ball::revolving_hearts::raising_hand_woman:

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Welcome home April :hugs:
So happy to see you and you got 202 days. :pray:t2::heart:

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Proud of you

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Day 455

I donā€™t know why, but Iā€™m struggling these days. Part of my brain is whispering ā€˜youā€™re so bored you can drinkā€™ I know this whispering will pass. But on the other hand, Iā€™m afraid if I give up all of a sudden.:pensive:

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Iā€™m glad you are here friend. Iā€™m glad you recognize whatā€™s the matter. Youā€™re working your shit without giving in to the destructiveness. Despite how hard it is and donā€™t I and donā€™t we know it. Together we can do this. Youā€™re not alone Jenna. Hugs and love your way.

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Hi thereā€¦nice to meet youā€¦I love the support I see hereā€¦you arenā€™t alone in this journeyā€¦one day at a time right?

JBug

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Youā€™re not giving up because you are not. You are here. You are present. Just giving up doesnā€™t exist. Instead it would be a conscious decision. Itā€™s giving in to the liarā€™s voices inside our heads. We all know what using promises are lies. 100% so. Iā€™m glad you are here Sunny. Together we are strong. Alone it can become overwhelming, also at 445 days. Hang with us and donā€™t give in.

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