Checking in on soon to be day 6
Well today is day 30. Itās crazy how excited I got about it when I was sober for My year lol. I mean Iām still happy and very grateful to make it to 30 days again absolutely praying for a strong day and hope you all have a amazing day too
I hope the bat tat goes well!
1194 days alcohol free
@xxx thank you for your advice about food plans etc I need to make a huge lifestyle change come Monday (pre-Gastric Sleeve surgery)ā¦ will be following along
- Today is a struggle, I really want to get drunk. Or high. Or sh. But what I REALLY want and need is connection, communication and love but I shut myself in and push people away damn it emotion regulation and impulses are hard.
I totally get it!!! As we both know drinking or using will make things worse or even destroy us. Just remember tomorrowās a new day and if the best you can do is to go to sleep then do it!! Proud of you for reaching out @Jennajen itās good to see you back. I hope you feel better soon!!!
Atta Boy Rob.
Woooohooooo look at you goooooooo!
Ya, I knew who it was.
Right off the bat.
Welcome back. Happy youāre intact.
Congrats on 30 days Mike!
Congrats on the job and the recovery time April!!!
So happy to see you checking in. Welcome back you have been missed.
Congrats Mike
Welcome home April
So happy to see you and you got 202 days.
Proud of you
Day 455
I donāt know why, but Iām struggling these days. Part of my brain is whispering āyouāre so bored you can drinkā I know this whispering will pass. But on the other hand, Iām afraid if I give up all of a sudden.
Iām glad you are here friend. Iām glad you recognize whatās the matter. Youāre working your shit without giving in to the destructiveness. Despite how hard it is and donāt I and donāt we know it. Together we can do this. Youāre not alone Jenna. Hugs and love your way.
Hi thereā¦nice to meet youā¦I love the support I see hereā¦you arenāt alone in this journeyā¦one day at a time right?
JBug
Youāre not giving up because you are not. You are here. You are present. Just giving up doesnāt exist. Instead it would be a conscious decision. Itās giving in to the liarās voices inside our heads. We all know what using promises are lies. 100% so. Iām glad you are here Sunny. Together we are strong. Alone it can become overwhelming, also at 445 days. Hang with us and donāt give in.