Day 548 clean and sober today. Have a great day everyone, I love you guys!!!
Yum! Great ideas
Celebrating day 48.
The electricians are still at my house. Hopefully, most of the job will be completed by today.
Yesterday, I received a spam video on my Messenger and I clicked on it. I didn’t know it was spam. I thought he saw me on someone’s video performing balloon art. Since no video popped up, I decided to copy the link and open it in Chrome. And a porn site pops up. Whoops! I closed it out immediately. Was it temptation? Yes, but I can’t say I was triggered. I’m done with porn. It has no value. I don’t want it. Because the site was only visible for a split second, I wasn’t concerned about getting lit up by Covenant Eyes. But I checked my Covenant Eyes account just to make sure.
Anyways, because I clicked the link, it sent the same spam video to all of my Messenger friends. I reset my password and made an announcement on Facebook explaining that I’ve been hacked. But it probably won’t be 100% successful. I’m pretty embarrassed about that.
Catching up on a lot of old posts. I’m sad. I’ve watched so many good members get such good long lasting sobriety while I wind up chronically relapsing. But while I’ve had more days under my belt, I know that I’m growing and getting better.
Take care everyone.
Happy Sober Sunday!
It gets better over time. I still have wonky days with my brain not on its A game, I’m convinced its from a decade of using meth that has dumbed me down
But %99.9 of my days I’m fine. I function like a non fried regular person with no after damage effects visible in my personality of communication skills
You will be fine over time.
Congrats on pushing through to almost two weeks. The first three weeks are shit and are hard. There’s no denying that or sugar coating it.
But you will be fine. Just stay busy every day and schedule your days. I can’t stress that enough
Checking in 28 days had a decent day today, went for a run and devised a new exercise routine & eating plan that I’m going to try and stick to as my eating hasn’t been that great this year regardless of quitting the booze! … Will probably start properly after Xmas though as not going to kid myself that I’m not going to stuff my face at Xmas . Hope everyone has had a decent weekend
Lovely!!!
Checking in day…Mmmm 342. Feeling like a Rockstar and hoping everyone has been well❤
Doing day 14 right now…tbh I felt like breaking for a second yesterday but just sat with my feelings.
Didn’t exercise but also didn’t give in so that was an exercise in itself and I showed up for that so gonna keep going forward.
Today I’m cleaning up my house and doing other stuff that I needed to get done. Yesterday was really a good day in general but I got really tired and then cranky and had to just take 2 hours to chill and just decide if I needed to keep myself in check and sure enough, I made it out alive and in tact at the end
10 days sober from booze and sticking to my benzo taper plan. Not taking any more or any less per day.
14 days and counting. Healthy body healthier mind!
have you tried the HALT method before? it really helped me in those early, and not so early, days to establish why i was craving and what to do to overcome (eat, call someone, etc).
Amazing!
Nice job cc! Would love to see the after dark pic with the lights!