Checking in daily to maintain focus #37

@ShadowFax please, please don’t allow discouragement to advice you. I am in day 11. It’s not an easy journey but hope is real. Our relapses claim for healing and healing is on his way

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Congratulations :rose: :confetti_ball: :clap: Way to go!!

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Good morning all! Checking in, day 20.
Congrats on 90 days @TigerMatriarch :tada::tada::tada:. I am so happy to see this and so proud of you! :heart: We got tons of snow here too so there is going to be some outdoor fun today :snowman:
Congrats on 4 years @Complicatedmama! Wow! Just incredible, that is inspiring :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
There are lots of milestones to celebrate so congrats to all :tada::tada:.

Did a lot of shoveling this morning, started at 5am so I am currently resting. My hubby is still pretty sick with Covid, luckily the kids are ok now. So I will be disinfecting and washing everything again today. I wish the hubby would turn the corner and start to get better, I’ll be super stressed until he does. I was already looking forward to our spring break trip in March but that’s taking on a whole new meaning now :slightly_smiling_face:. I hope everyone has the most amazing day, I appreciate each and every one of you!!

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I can’t like this post enough, Eric! I honestly can’t believe it’s been 2 years. I remember when you first joined TLC! So happy for you. You managed to get and stay sober, discover freedom from alcohol, lots of not drinking today and probably not drinking tomorrow’s in what has been an incredibly challenging two years for most of this world. I’m inspired by you and your journey. You absolutely have a major hand in my getting sober in March. I can’t thank you enough, dear friend. The best is yet to be!

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Checking in on day 14.

A glorious and beautiful day here in Sunny Florida.

Church this AM, trip to home depot for a yard project then playing basketball this afternoon.

Hope yall have a beautiful day!!

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Welcome back, I am happy you are here with us.

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HUGE CONGRATS ON YOUR TWO YEARS

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Let’s roll into tomorrow at the same speed…:kissing_heart:

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:partying_face: Huge congrats :tada:

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4 years :star_struck: Amazing :tada:

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Congrats on your 4 years Patty!!!
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Congratulations on your 4 years of real life Patty. I didn’t know we had the same sober birthday. I’m honored to share it with such a warrior as you. Your story and all your success is such a blessing for all of us to read. You’re such an amazing women. I light up every time you check in. And now we share a birthday together. How cool is that. :hugs::smiling_face_with_three_hearts:
:pray:t2::heart:

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2 years!!! Incredible :tada:

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@5th_dimension belated congrats on 400 days :tada:
@Dmcg1987 belated congrats on triple digits :100::tada:
@Bassanova belated congrats on your week :tada:
@Lotusflower sorry for your loss :blue_heart: belated congrats on 40 days :tada:
@Mich80 belated congrats on 50 days :tada:
@Pica belated congrats on double digits :tada::tada:
@StarK31 belated congrats on 30 days :tada:
@Scrammbles belated congrats on 40 days :tada:
@apes2020 belated congrats on 250 days :tada:
@Jesile belated congrats on 60 days :tada:

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@Daisy49 belated congrats on your month :tada:
@Desire2ChangeToday belated congrats on all the 8s :tada:
@SoberWalker belated congrats on 1200 days :tada:
@Deep belated congrats on your week :tada:
@C_8 belated congrats on 800 days :tada:
@adeygaga49 congrats on your year :tada::star2::trophy:
@Newlife5 congrats on 40 days :tada:
@anon89892515 congrats on 1000 days :tada:
@Pandita congrats on 30 days :tada:
@Olivia congrats on 15 months :tada:

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@kat261 congrats on 150 days :tada:
@Bomdhil congrats on double digits :tada:
@ShadowFax welcome back :slightly_smiling_face:
@Frog_Hiccups welcome :slightly_smiling_face: congrats on day 1 :tada:
@KevinesKay sorry for your loss :blue_heart::pray:t2:
@IamThechange Prayers for your husband and that you remain well :pray:t2:
@ShesGotMoxie prayers for your son :pray:t2:
@Hotic and @Kaeo too (if I’m reading correctly) congrats both on 3 years :tada::star2::star2::star2:
@resilienttranskid congrats on 200+ days :tada:

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Checking in on day 205. I have been battling a profound sense of emptiness lately. I have had some time off work, and I am the type of person who gets restless and rudderless without some kind of project to focus on. My partner and I have been quarreling a bit lately. Tomorrow I will try to go back to work, and I am hoping that the return to structure will help to improve this uneasiness. This is impermanent, and I will not try to fill the emptiness with alcohol.

Congratulations @Complicatedmama Patty on four years and @Dazercat Eric on two years! I am grateful for your presence here on TS!

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Checking in on day 63
Today my day has been all over “meh”… but I didn’t screw up. When I passed the gas station this afternoon, it actually crossed my mind to stop and buy wine and cigarettes… WTF was I thinking?? :exploding_head::face_with_symbols_over_mouth: Instead I decided to play the tape forward, and vent here…

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@Steeze congrats on 500 days :tada:
@Stormy welcome back :slightly_smiling_face:
@Jennajen congrats on all the 5s :tada:
@TigerMatriarch congrats on 90 days :tada:
@Complicatedmama congrats on 4 years :tada::star2::star2::star2::star2:
@Letthesunshinein welcome :slightly_smiling_face: congrats on 5 days :tada:
@Dazercat congrats on 2 years :tada::star2::star2:

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@IamThechange @Complicatedmama @Its_me_Stella @Deep @kat261 @icebear @Misokatsu @Hopeful777 @LAB thanks all for your support and encouragement :blue_heart:

510 days no alcohol.
71 days no nicotine
9 days no binge-eating.
2 days no cocaine.

Back with 2 days off cocaine. I’ve mostly been asleep since early on NYE after barely getting any sleep at all for 5 days/nights, so have just spent the last 3 hours catching up here. It has really helped. I’m struggling massively with my addict, he wants everything and anything and is trying very hard to make me give in, he will soon learn that I’m not going to though. Things got very scary very quickly, so I’m very grateful to have survived the relapse. The binge-eating demon is even awake today, but I can’t order food because of the diabetes, so I won’t give in to him either. The nicotine demon is saying ‘pick me, pick me!’ but I don’t even want to go back there, I want to be free of all previous addictions.

I ran out of hearts about 150 posts ago, but please know I support everyone’s recovery. :blue_heart:

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Day 6 sober! Good to start 2022 without drinks, abd looking forward to a walk with the dogs abd a visit from a friend. Hoping this is a year of small joys and gentle emotions, 2021 was too much of a roller coaster.

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