Hi Kat here checking in on Day 176
Things are good, ordered and bought a bunch of scrubs for my new job which felt good, shopping therapy. Just working on the mandatory health and safety computer exercises.
Must phone my sponsor today to check in!
Love,
Kat
U must be so excited to start ur career 
I have no doubt that u will be amaaaazing at ur position!!! Proud of you Kat!
Way. To. Go!! Richard.
I canāt believe itās been 60 ODAATs since I met you on here. Iām glad youāre on our side. Your a great asset to our sober army.
Great work man.
Thatās beautiful Taylor. Congratulations on your 30 days. I was looking to just celebrate with ya after I read your 29 day post yesterday. But your message here made me stop and think. Then I just had to read your message again. Itās a beautiful message Taylor. Keep being that flower. Be that wild flower. Nothing can stop you. Gosh that was beautiful.
Now on to the celebratory gif. 30 days is HUGE.
WAY TO GO!!
Day 53 check in yesterday I had a job interview I was up and ready by 6am interview was at 11am my nerve had me till 10:59 then at 11:00 they were gone I start in 2 weeks. You know youāre on the right path when those moments you tell yourself āhey, Iām soberā and thatās the realest feeling ever better then the fake happiness you find in those first few drinks because we all know after that itās all downhill from there. Are there bad days of course but when theyāre great itās the best. Wishing everyone the best. Peace to All
Thanks I do appreciate that
Sending hugs Rob. 
This is beautifully written really proud of you! Congratulations on ur 30 days! Keep blooming 
I do remember somebody talking in emojiās yes, but I donāt remember a nameā¦
Always happy to see you around, improving your life and that of all around you. A crazy journey it is. So glad to walk it with you. Much love.
Thank you Des 
Thank you Iām learning to be myself in a world telling us who to be. ā¦ I want to be a stevie nicks not a Kardashianā¦ so to speak 
Thank you so much, just taking the time to really enjoy life differentlyā¦on moment at a time!
Sending love and hugs, keep up the good fight. 
This morning was super challenging, and I wanted to cave in so bad. But I came on here and read a bunch of posts, and the feeling went awayā¦ Sort of. Went to take a nap to kill some time, but couldnāt sleep, so I deep cleaned my bathroom and knocked a bunch of other stuff off my to-do list instead. I know tonight the cravings will come back, so I am going to enjoy a bubble bath in my freshly cleaned tub.
Thank you all for the help!
You are doing amazing processing , thinking through and identifying! I would suggest that you donāt have to or want to go ābackā that young girl didnāt know herself or have the life skills you do and the lessons learned. Your bigger and better now and think of the past as that. I am only saying this because I had to process out of trying to obtain parts of my past self and we are not those people anymore. We can develop a loving self and kinder self and create the woman you truly deserve to be! Saying this with true humbleness.
Having worse than usual pre-work anxiety. For some reason thinking about calling in and grabbing some beer. 
But I did get Taming the Tiger Within, by the late Thich Nhat Hanh from the library earlier today, about to start reading.
