Thank you so much Richard. Such a nice message appreciate your support
Hi Johnathan congratulations on 5 days.
Nervousness is normal with anything new. Meetings help so much of us here on the forum. I personally love them. You can just listen until you feel ready/called to share. I go to a virtual meeting a day. Doing 90/90 and beyond. 84/90 today
Good day.
Happy Thursday all. My favourite day of the week.
Feeling good . Easy does it for me in everything this comes with trust and surrender…Step 1…still in progress.
Strong and Serene 24 all!
Ohhhh stepping outside of our comfort zone can be very nerve wracking! But you know what they say, nothing changes if nothing changes good on you for being open to trying something new!
Whoo hoo!
Hello Kat here checking in on day 197.
It is pissing down rain here going to freeze later. It was a bit of a scary ride home from work as my windshield wipers were broken… had plans to go to the gym and for a urine test but had to get the car in the shop which I should have done 2 days ago. It was like driving drunk must be couldn’t see anything.
Well it’s Uber for me until they can get me new wipers.
But all that’s little stuff NA is teaching me to accept what I can’t change. Big stuff is I’m still clean and sober! Yay!
Love Kat
Good morning everyone. Day 181 today. Weather is windy gray and rainy for now and ice and snow by the end of the day! Nice day for some chicken soup and a good book! Have a great day everyone!
You had some crazy dreams the previous night too Charlie hope today passes smoothly for you and tonight brings better
Checking in on a rainy morning!
47 days no weighing self
1 day not purging
Thanks everyone for the support lately. Yesterday was much better!
Hey all, checking in on day 613. I hope everybody has a good one!
Good sober morning all! I have a snow day today. So there is one important choice to be made. Should I be productive or sit around watching TV haha. I’ll let you know what decided later. Have a good one my friends.
Good morning/afternoon/evening all!!!
Day 92 (8 days till triple digits). Hope everyone has a great day today, keep your head up, stay positive. I’m starting my day jamming out to my favorite concert - Hans Zimmer Live at Prague. Have a good one!
Be productive in the morning then you won’t feel guilty for lazing around all afternoon! I have experience with such a predicament and this solution is a win/win
Day 1201 AF and 5 day no sweeteners.
I have the strange feeling of feeling a bit better. To explain a bit. In the last weeks my mood is constantly decreasing. My overall well being. I am irritable, nervous and have had negative plans and thoughts. I had some good conversations, I picked up bits here and there, you are part of it but also outside this platform. It is the realisation that I am done here. In the company, in this region. I am done. I let go. I let go of the feeling of having to stay here as I found this apartment only one year ago and bought my first own kitchen. It’s not worth it suffering longer bc of an investment. I am done believing in the good of this company. It leaves me behind a bit relieved tbh bc I don’t have to fight to fit in anymore. I won’t fit in. And I don’t want to fit in. I don’t want to bend until I am broken and I feel I already took the wrong path. So, here I am, empty, still not knowing what and where to go but I can lalet go of the feeling that I have to succeed here.
Day 126. Some really funky dreams last night. I do see alot you know never in my life have I actually Pursued something I felt passionate about or really ever stuck with anything at all. But I do see I need alot of self love and confidence and all keep my self spiritually fit while pursuing my goal if I’m going to keep going. Its funny I ordered a controller for my iPad so I could play my call of duty mobile, now I’ve been playing this game alot of pretty much everything, well I’ve had the controller a maybe two days and it decided it wasn’t going to work it just broke, I thought shit what am I going to do now. Oh yeah I’ve actually been skipping and neglecting my drawing for a while now bc of fear and what others think get to me. To me it was a sign, so I drew a nice little piece that I loved and I am happy with it. I had fun and felt good after. But for real I’ve felt love for so many things in my life and never went after them, becoming a personal trainer, becoming a nurse, literally all easy things as becoming a tattoo artist and I never ever actually tried to go after them. The way this stuff all just lined up my uncle buying the tattoo chair and just never showing back up, it all has to be faith and if I never would of baught that art kit, or got the tattoo from my uncle I never would of started doing this. I just need to see it’s faith. Believe in myself and the process and have love and confidence towards myself. While also maintaining a spiritually fit program. I’m hoping my treadmill comes soon bc that will be a first start. I’m babbling sorry guys much love, let’s have a good day
Day 18 ——-
I feel great, I have more energy, my body is changing for the better , my hair , skin and face has become nicer and younger looking.
I love the positive changes it’s doing to my life & body.
I’m still a bit irritable , some days worse then others & super emotional , which I hope that eases a bit , nothing worse than being happy then all of a sudden just burst out into tears LOL
My sleeping is much much much better , however , I take melatonin , magnesium and have bed time anxiety medication to help with that as well as a herbal sleepy time tea. I’m usually in bed at 8 pm which is totally unlike me , I usually go to bed between12-1 but the extra sleep has been amazing on my body and moods.
Everyone has been so supportive and sending me so much encouragement also helping me to push through to the next day.
I can’t wait to reach my one month milestone
I love all the positivity mike, that was an awesome share. I hope you have a great one and maybe get some good drawings or tattoos done!
@Kacialyn I’m so glad sobriety is changing so much for the better for you. The first few weeks are brutal but then you really start to see the positive and you don’t suffer as much. Keep up the hard work
Thanks man. I actually got a message last night from the girl I tattooed on Sunday, she works in a different town and messaged me saying she has someone that wants a tattoo that they really loved my style so that actually felt good.
That’s awesome! Great news man, keep up all the hard work because you have a really special talent.
Yahhhhh FAITH!!!
FOOOOOK fear!