Checking in daily to maintain focus #40

Thank you @JennyH :sunglasses::metal:t2:

Thank you @siand :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Day 19

Since my truck is on repairs, I got new - Mercedes Benz!

Yesterday did weight lifting workout. Today - rest day.
:zzz:

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Thank you! Definitely feeling the urges today. Need more water and ride the pride wave that I’ve made it 10 days by living one day at a time and the support from everyone on here!!

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Congratulations on triple digits.:pray:t4::heavy_heart_exclamation:

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Good afternoon

Day 132

Just checking in. Been a tough week when it comes to focus and controlling my thoughts. I’m grateful for being free from PMO for 132 days. But what I want more than anything is personal growth. More maturity in my decision making. I’ll get there. Goal number one is to get the extreme selfish habit of porn out of my life. Next is to win the daily struggle of negative emotions and learn to appreciate where I am. Last year there was no way I could put together 100+ day streak. Happy with where I am I just need to keep going. Have a great day.

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Checking in on day 26, mood is better. Energy is coming back. I’ve got this :relieved:
Now it’s time to shower and then I’ll hop in my bed.
Good night sober team :heart:

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All of you! Thank you so much for your congrats, replies, love and attention for me hitting 90 days! Sooo much thank you, I really appreciate it.

I have had a great day. I even treated my self by going for a haircut. Of course the anxiety got me while sitting there, so it was not as relaxing as I would like, but I hold on and tried to keep cool. I love the hair!

Just for this moment I am really happy.

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Day 25 and still alive :notes:

I am going to stop hanging on to the timeline and say to myself, “ill be 30 days sober on Monday. What do I want to have done from wednesday to then?”

Depending on how tomorrow goes, a job interview or to be with a good attitude and prepared for my new week at the job.

A load of laundry
A box of items to donate
Chili made, using salsa and mushrooms that arent bad yet
Room a little more organized

My mantras:
Do something rather than nothing
Do the next right thing
Cant change the past, but can face the present with dignity
The people in my life today are worth me showing up

Solidarity to anyone else feeling overwhelmed, depressed and doing their best to move through today. You can do the next right thing!
For me, it is picking up my work tablet.

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Hey guys. Checking in day 17.
Today was a bit eventful for me. I was in a car accident.
It was not so serious and no one was injured except my car. The left side was a complete wreck.
I actually ended up hitting an electric pole while trying to avoid a 4x4 which appeared out of nowhere in front on me. I took a small hit on my ribs and my forearm.
I consider myself really lucky as it could have been much worse. It is my first car accident and it was a bit scary.

Anyways, hope you guys have an awesome day. Bbye.

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Look at all that sober time!! You are very smart to remove yourself, when possible, from toxic people and situations. Good luck seeking the new, BETTER job!

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Yaaaaaaas!!!
Congrats on triple digits my friend all your hard work is paying off!!!

:partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face:

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Glad you are ok!! Car crashes are terrifying. Take care of yourself tonight, here with you in the first 30 days.

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Hi, glad to hear you’re ok, sounds like you had a lucky escape. Take care :sparkling_heart:

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Right here with you :fist_right::fist_left::star::star: 88

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Day 17. Sad day.

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Thank you very much @Mbwoman ! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Wow Ally!!!
Those first 10 days are the hardest super job getting through them.
:partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face::partying_face:

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Thank you!!! Getting overwhelmed as the days go on, but one day at a time!!

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Hope all is well! Sending you hope and light

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