Thanks so much for the perspective! That’s really true, I definitely just need to think about living it instead of getting some vague concept that’s going to ‘fix it all’
I’m glad to have this place and I’ll keep chugging along and doing the things, and try to keep being patient along the way
Currently away from home and can’t sleep, the night before starting training for my new entrepreneurial project. I’m feeling nervous, emotions are running high. It’s a big career change and there’s a lot going on; I’m getting all up in my head about this.
One step at a time. One… step… at… a… time.
Still three hours until my alarm goes off. Going to try to get some sleep. That’s my next step, and that’s all there is. 
No I haven’t seen that one. Is it on videoland?
Day 0. Again and again 😵💫😵💫😵💫:face_vomiting:
Don’t punish yourself. When you fall, all you gotta do is make sure you get back on your feet🍀
Taking this opportunity to share my 5 month milestone again after my heavy relapse in December. Very grateful to have made it again.
Have a great day all❤️🔥
Checking in at day 265.
Still not at work. Was supposed to start again yesterday but still have a fever so I listen to my body and stay home. Today I will start a conversation with my work about how to proceed because my doctor wants me to work half of what I do now. But I feel pretty good and the weather was nice yesterday so I gave my dog her 1st swimming lesson of the year
Have a good and sober day everyone
Day 137 AF
Haven’t been spending alot of time on the forum lately but keeping busy and staying sober. Hope everyone is doing ok.
ODAAT
Yes it is. Like I said I do not know if I like it but I give it a try. Just seen the first episode. If you like an a bit weird black humor serie with sarcasm in it? Watch Fargo season 1!!
Hey all, checking in on day 708. I hope everybody has a good one!
Got through intense cravings tonight to make 52 days AF. Time to sleep. Good night beautiful people, stay sober if you can today 
Just wanted to say that this here is a gem. I agree @mamador (and others…) we don’t have to “get” anything. We might have moments that feel like things click, but it could be rare and if we are striving for that we might be less likely to find it. We just have to keep being present and live the life we have today, each day. Thanks, Matt.
Congrats 
You must feel so proud of yourself!
That is HUUGE; I hope I am able to make it that long some day. Seems 30 days is much harder than I can remever it being in the past.
Well done! You made it! And you’ll keep going, one day at a time.
Check out Outer Range if you haven’t yet! Sooooo good and creepy interesting. I watched it on Amazon Prime.
26700 minutes sober. Think I need to set some new personal milestones that include some good second/minute/hour options to aim for 
only just found the tabs on the statistics screen lol.
I do not have Amazon Prime and it’s not on Prime video unfortunally. But thanks for the tip Rosa.
Oh my the nerves, im getting ready for my new job this morning so nervous. Im on to my third cup of coffee and feeling hopeful. After all, they chose me after seeing my work product so that offers some validation and confidence. I love my mom so very much. We are meeting for dinner tonight to dish on the first day at my new gig. I can already feel a shift in our relationship because Im not hiding and isolating due to my addiction. I dont know how much longer I have with my parents so leaning in and spending more joyful times with them.
Wish me luck! Of course I’ll update you all when I get home 
22 days free from weed and alcohol
Oops yeah I meant Prime Video. Too bad it’s not there for you…weird!
Checking in on day 380. It’s the kiddos last week of school so that’s exciting. We had a long busy weekend of away games for my daughter’s travel softball team. She continues to improve and is so passionate about the growth and I love it. We have her championship game for her rec league tonight.
Hitting the gym right now, have my last week of statistics read ahead after, and gotta cut the back yard before the game later.
Have a great day everyone. It’s a great day to be above ground and sober.
