Checking in daily to maintain focus #42

Thank you​:heart::heart: have a good weekend!

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You know your family loves you when everyone sits outside and you get told to go inside because there’s not room for everyone. I feel so loved. Sitting in the living room alone, crying. And a few people came inside to get water and saw me crying and no one said a word.

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Good evening everyone. Checking in on day 253. Beautiful weather and school have kept me fairly busy but the pain has been bad. Couple more days. Hope everyone has a good weekend and stays safe!

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Oh that is heartbreaking, I am so sorry. I wish we could all be in that living room with you

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Thanks❤️ I’ll be okay I think I’m gonna head home early

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Just made 22 days. I was so close to having “just the one” glass of prosecco. Family party and all very civilised. The craving caught me completely by surprise. I made it though, although had to remove myself from the situation.

I am a little bit worried that I am trying to get some control back by not eating properly. I haven’t had this issue since my teens, when funnily enough I discovered alcohol…

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Checking In
Day 75
Working with a client that I havent worked with in quite some time. Day overall went well tho. 15 min until I head home. I have my annual evaluation coming up, so I will see how that goes. My attendance has never been good but since January I feel like it has improved (especially since I got clean and sober). So hoping for positive feedback. Can’t wait to get home though. Hope everyone is doing okay!
:seedling::rose::butterfly:

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Some people are just horrible. Pay them no attention. Believe in yourself.

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Thank you. I’m trying to

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Awe that is awful treatment :cry: I really hope ur day/evening improves. Please know that you are thought of here and are cared for. I know it’s not the same as if it were family doing this, but you matter my friend :slight_smile:

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Thank you. It means a lot :heart:

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Day 46

Still not sure where we will be living tomorrow. The landlord didn’t answer his door when we went to ask for an extension on the (non legal) eviction. I’m really scared :frowning: My roommates are packing up the kitchen, even the spices and stuff we cook with so … I don’t feel very good about this.

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I did it :slight_smile: day 5 tomorrow. So proud of myself! Thanks a lot for the support :slight_smile:

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We love you @SadMemeQueen sorry you’re going through horrible shit like this!

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Day 687 clean and sober today. Going to see Black Label Society tonight and I can hardly wait! Thank you @anon9289869 for caring enough to mention me, you fucking rock! :sunglasses::metal:t2:

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Thank you, I love all of you too :heart:

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I received my 3 month chip this week , I’m happy to say I have been sober 90 days , with no relapses. I’m so proud. My life has been 1000 times better than I could ever imagine. I just started the gym this week so my body is hating me , but I have started to eat cleaner ( Minus , my little chocolate binge last night ) I’m trying to cut chocolate but I swear it’s been harder than cutting drugs and alcohol LOL but I’m pretty confident I can do it :muscle:

I haven’t started the 12 steps but I have been working on it. I should be able to start my inventory next week. Which will be a little hard because I haven’t really done anything awful to anyone just myself so we will see how it goes.

This has been the best journey I have been on and I plan to ride it the whole damn way.

This morning my gym was closed due to a power outage, so I came home did a 45 min workout and went for a lovely walk to the beach. Being sober has changed my view on what’s important and what is truly beautiful in this life :heart:

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Ending day 4 .motivated and ready to fight for freedom.

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So proud of you !!!

Congrats on 60 days Megan! I am sorry to hear about how your family treats you. Your TS family loves you though and there’s always room for you here. :purple_heart: Nobody deserves to be treated that way. Don’t you dare believe you deserve that! Like @Miranda said you deserve to be happy! You truly do.

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