Oh Kristi 
That is so horrible.
What a shock for you and your family.
I am so sorry to read this.
My condolences on your loss of such a fine man in your life.
I will be praying for you and your mom and family in this most difficult time.
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Second check in today
I did it again, I commented under a video of a person that keeps on spreading medical misinformation on TikTok.
And what did I get? Not a discussion, a whole Shitstorm. I tried to explain my point of view and used my knowledge, but it was useless.
In the end I deleted my comment and gave up.
But Iâm so angry, why am I so angry? Oof!
I really have to learn to just let go, even if itâs completely wrong what people say on social media. Itâs a minefield.
As I said in the past I maybe delete my TikTok account. But there is a lot of really good stuff too.
Have to think about that.
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Sounds awesome! Youâre blessed to have such awesome trails in your area. What kind of gear do you have?
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Oh Kristi 
my deepest condolences to you and ur family. I have no words other than sending you a virtual hug ur way 
Im glad ur thinking this thru and that u didnt go straight to the bottle to fix how u felt. Alcohol and drugs never âfixâ anything. Those emotions will still be there. I do understand tho that âpullâ to want to escape and stop feeling. But ur doing an amazing job working thru something so difficult. Please stay connected to all of us and let us help u thru this tough time.
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No need to apologize at all! I love hearing about other peoples passions. Im definitly excited for you! 
Oh wow!!! Uv made some huge progress with your hiking within 6 months!! Thats really impressive! Im so excited for you and this new upcoming challenge! Way to go!!!
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26 days. Low-key Sunday Pay bills, read, cook a brisket. A movie later. Have a great day, everybody.
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Day 93 AF
Day 74 toxfree
2nd later checkin
Blocked his number in the other messenger
Deleted Chat
Deleted my profile
Deleted messenger 
(as itâs out of use)
Insecure feelings are coming back as he is triggering me. I will come back focusing on myself, Selflove and my way of healing. 
Today I ate very good and comforty, filling batteries⌠but still feeling tired and dizzy. Maybe itâs weather. My blood test was excellent⌠So letâs hang out a bit and maybe have a relaxing swim workout just for fun and not the longest distance.
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Sending you condolences, hope,
strength and ease
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Today is day 15! I feel gratefull for my sobriety.
I started reading the âLiving soberâ book by AA. Really interesting! I noticed someone shared it here a few days ago so I thought why not!
As it turned out it was a great descision to download it and read it. Made my sunday a little bit better!
I hope you all are doing as good as you can.
For today I wonât drink. Odaat.
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Hello all,
Checking in on Day 1,550.
God Bless!
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Hello. THREE YEARS SOBER today!!
Itâs a good day 
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Congrats on three sober times around the sun!
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Iâm so sorry for your loss @KrispyMac my deepest condolences to you and your family. Freaking proud of you for not drinking, well done my friend! 
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Thank you so much
Congratulations on 60 days! Even more congratulations on making it through a tough evening and not giving up on yourself 
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Thinking of you and your familyđ
Day 52
Knots in my stomache
I feel alone
An emotional / frustrating roller coaster of an evening. My daughter having major anxiety getting ready for a 4 day canoe trip with her school. She wanted to go, but was stressed and worried. So much to organize. We all tried our best, but emotions were high. My husband and I trying to remain calm until we just couldnât.
We got through it
We all talked after as a family after a few slammed doors but I still couldnât sleep.
We all recognized the parts we played and how we could have responded and I think we learned through this experience but itâs still so draining.
I drove her to the bus really early this morning.
She will be ok. She was smiling.
I came home and cried
I feel alone.
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Im thinking of you and have you and your family in my prayers during this difficult time 
We are here for you always
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So very sorry for your loss Kristi. Sending good vibes and thoughts your and yours way. Youâll make it through this.
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5 years ago I was crashing on a floor in an apartment that was about to have the power shut off. My parents had thrown me out and were no longer speaking to me. My friends wouldnât answer when I called because all I did was ask for money. I was stealing convenient store candy bars for food. Considered throwing myself off a bridge. Good times.
Anyway Iâll have 5 years sober in 10 days thanks to AA. Hereâs a picture of my parents and my kids out at the pumpkin patch.
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