Checking in. Today is day 6.
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Congratulations Rosa 
amazing 
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Congratulations Sarah 
She is wonderful 
Day 212.
Made bean soup out of leftovers, ate and cleaned up.
Been in bed depressed all day. Tomorrows going to be out of the house. Im looking for a job that i actually like.
I have rent for november at least. Ill be ok.
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Day 779
I hope everyone has a good one
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Oh my gosh I missed this! What a cherub. Congrats to you my friend.
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Hi and thank you Dana 
I think itās time for me to start looking for my own place actually. Itās something that Iāve been thinking about for awhile but the problem is that itās so expensive here in San Diego where I live. I will be ok 
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Hi @Planipennia, the reason I keep having new roommates is because they keep relapsing. I live in a sober living apartment and once they use they are kicked out. I agree with you about living with other people 100% 
but itās just something I have to do at this point in my life. I will be ok itās just draining. Thank you for caring!
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That spongebob is terrifying 
(in a delightful way)
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Thank you very much
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Day 247 AF
Ill try to be on here more. Lately Iām having a ton of cravings. 2weeks ago I tried to find the key to the barn where my dad holds all his beer. I got in (found a backup key because i asked him along ago to hide them from me. After I got in I just went back in the house and told my dad about the key 3 days later cause I thought itād only bother me knowing I had acces.
He still drinks 4 times a week or more and everytime i see him get groceries I canāt help but thinking about the possibility of having one crate all for my own for just one evening. Everytime this happends I just try to distract myself but the thoughts keep coming up whenever. Im not sure why but maybe these thoughts keep coming up because I isolate myself so much. I donāt really tell anyone how I feel still. Donāt talk much to anyone in general. Iāll try doing a daily check in again and reading peopleās stuff on here more like I did when I just got out of the clinic. Maybe it works. Good evening everyone, good nights rest!
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Day 160 af
Have a good one all!
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Checking in
Day 231
Today has been a day of just trying to get better. I dont have the chills n fever anymore. Just a little achy still and lower on energy. Managed to get a few things done at home, as well as have a nap while my son was at school. He has an appt tmrw morning bright n early for a dental cleaning. So it will be a long day at the hospital as he has it under anesthetic. Just finishing up some dishes and waiting for hubby to get home. Hope everyone is doing well today 
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Today has been okay. 
Managed to lock myself out of my apartment today. Landlady showed up an hour after telling me sheād be by in 15 minutes. Brain, my Peer Support came at 12:30 so couldnāt go anywhere before his visit. Stopped at the library and left all my DVDs in the self-checkout kiosk because I was running for the bus and just not thinking. Had to go back for them but thatās okay because Mr. Robot Season 2. Dude has deeply unhealthy coping mechanisms.
Last night I pulled some chicken out of the freezer, cut up some bell peppers that werenāt wilted yet in the fridge, and made Basmati rice for dinner. Donāt feel like cooking tonight though. Best part of the day? Havenāt been feeling that urge to drink like I have for the last week and a half. So, good day. Job appt. tomorrow. Hope I get it. Great sober evening, all! 
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Checking in at 858.86 days sober and 478.98 days ED free. So, so, so much has been going on and Iāve basically just turned inward. Iāve basically retreated into my quiet little life with no interest in much of anything, especially humans. I literally changed my phone number so I wouldnāt have to respond to texts or calls. I donāt know if Iām depressed or just exhausted. But Iām here and Iām sober. Being on here the last few days is kind of a big step. I no longer do anything that requires interaction. The thought overwhelms me. Weird.
Whelp, happy Monday sober party people 
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Something was just off today. All day. Now just got into a fight with the hubby over something stupid. I cant wait for a new day.
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I am sorry 
I hope you can get some good rest tonight and you and the hubs have a better day tomorrow 
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Day 85ā¦very stressful work day but instead of drinking when i got home i channeled my stress into cleaning my house. My life is so weird right now with relationships, work and my mental health. I feel like im in limbo.
I liked the message today on the app. I am just trying to do my best 
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Day 4, going good so far. Been avoiding being alone which has worked so far but tomorrow is something Iām a little worried about just going off my own patterns
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