Checking in daily to maintain focus #51

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Have as good a day as you can all. Sober and clean. Love :cat:

@Scorpn HUGE congrats!!!
@Juli1 Have a nice sober Sunday Julia

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Today finally arrived. In six hours I get to meet my brother face to face. It’s been 10 months since we found each other. My emotions are hot wired and all over the place. Checking in to say I’m ok and I will be cutting ties with the internet until Friday. Until then I hope all of you have as blessed a week as I’m going to have. Much love! :heart:

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Hi, I hope you have a wonderful time with your sister and brother and that the cruise is amazing. Stay safe :sparkling_heart:

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Hallo, everyone! Day 150 for me. I’m kind of proud to have got through the holiday season with no cravings. I realise this is just luck on my part, no real merit, but happy and pleased all the same. These holidays are just such a minefield of alcohol-present celebrations!

Happy to be here, hoping to be of help if anyone needs it. I wish for all of you to have a serene, joyful day today.

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Congratulations on your 3 months. What a huge accomplishment. :muscle:

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Yeah girl! Awesome :+1:

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Back on track! :swimming_man:

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Same Nick :heart:

Omg that sounds so beautiful and exciting! Have a wonderful time together :sparkling_heart:

Day 99
Beautiful number, don’t you think?
A lot of work and brutal honestly is in this number, and in those that follow. A lot of tears, fear, joy and strength. Everything.
I appreciate all of you, I love to be here and I finally accept who I am.
The sun is shining and I think I’ll go out for a walk. My muscles aren’t that sore like the last time after my workout, win win.

There is this bridge on my walk that I pass every time I’m there. I have this fear of heights you know? I think now it’s time to make the next step and to try to cross this bridge. Only maybe. But the fact that I think about that is huge for me.
I want this :muscle:

Have a beautiful sober day friends and stay strong :kissing_heart::muscle:

Edit: it’s raining now and windy, gonna stay on my couch :blush:

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Hey all, checking in on day 938. I hope everybody has a good one!

@Scorpn big congrats on 90 days! That’s awesome!

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14 days.Grateful!!

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Congrats @Scorpn you are growing each and everyday!

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Day 47 :muscle: feeling good today pain not so bad

Chilling watching fast 5

Happy sober Sunday everyone

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Really hope all goes well and you both have a wonderful time creating great memories! Hugs!

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Congratulations on 2 weeks!!! Woo hoo!!

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I can 100% relate! I’m on day 8 and the anxiety is almost completely gone. Finally getting a solid 7 hours of sleep. Waking up feeling good and ready to start the day. Let’s keep it up!!!

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Checking in day 126! It was good to go to brunch with my coworkers yesterday. One was very hungover and they both drank. I had coffee (actually too much, which at first I just laughed about but then it really hit me with anxiety so I’ll need to regulate that in the future). We went out afterwards, and I did get a 0.0% non-alcoholic beer. Only my second in my sobriety, but they do come in handy in situations I’d normally drink. All in all, it felt good to socialize and be present without drinking.

Off work today. Planning to get in some exercise and then either hike or do some shopping. I have some work notes to do, too. Should be a pretty chill day for the most part.

Happy sober Sunday all!

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Checking in on day 8. Last night was the best sleep ive had in a very long time. 7 hours and 52 minutes according to Garmin. I am back to work tomorrow after 12 days off. Im not sure what to expect. I drive a lot with my work and my normal behavior patterns used to be having beers in the car while I drove. A typical day was around 8 per day.
Hope everyone has a great day.

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:high_brightness: Morning Check In :high_brightness:
Day 329 Substance free
Day 7 Binge free
Morning TS fam! Hope youre all well! Today i am working at the hospital on the mental health unit and will do my best to get thru this shift. Its hard for me to work there for a variety of reasons but I am trying to remain grateful :pray: I want an attitude of gratitude, especially today.
Lots of memories are popping up this morning for some odd reason. Not all bad ones but I dont understand why lol Some related to my old life as a sex trade worker (which obviously arent great memories) and then some related to travel where i tagged along with my ex while he worked and we drove across canada in his semitruck. Like :rofl: my mind is a strange place lol seriously…
Overall im thinking today will be a good day! Hoping everyone has an addiction free day also!
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Heres a pic of 2 white rabbits that I saw on my way to work this morning. It was nice to be able to see them whereas in my addiction i wouldnt have even cared about taking a pic

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Woke up from a funky using dream. It seems all the men i used in my past made an appearance. If i used them for attention, money, drinks. I feel horrible. Alcohol made me a user of others. Im greatful im free from that toxicity

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Im grateful ur free from that too. Its awful when we relive our pasts in our dreams. Im glad thats not ur reality anymore. I really hope ur day improves :slight_smile:

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