Checking in daily to maintain focus #52

[Dazercat]

Welcome back Sundown.
I remember seeing this post yesterday.
Thought I’d copy it for ya.

Huge mistake, decided to drink after 2.5yrs

Checking in, Day 1 I had 907 days … made a poor decision, ended up blackout drunk. Feel like shit. I decided way before picking up the drink yesterday that I was going to, and I told myself a bunch of lies and excuses to justify it. But now, I’m sitting here in regret and I feel sick and stupid. Nothing changes, no matter how much time passes - drinking alcohol is poison and makes me feel awful and embarrassed.

Sometimes in my recovery it helps just to know I’m not alone.
Hope to see you around.