Checking in. Day 267
Did you mean to say:
FUCK ALCOHOL?
Yesā¦ My new slogan
Thatās a mighty fancy number you have there .
An impression from London Pride
I made my way to the hotel, the alcohol is flowing heavy on the streets now.
Sober head and achy feet in bed.
Day 7! Had relatives round for lunch, they all had fizz and i explained Iāve given up alcohol and had some iced water. Lunch was lovely and then saw indiana jones !
Lovely day itās so nice to not be drinking again
Checking in sober.
Bad storms right now but Iām safe inside on my couch with the cats. Iām glad they arenāt really bothered by the thunder. Itās been a lazy day. Iām trying not to beat myself up for not getting more done. I did get a walk in early this morning before it got too hot.
Thanks for taking the time to reply (to me and everybody else! ). I just got home, and for the moment Moka he seems to be acting quite normal again. I was really worried all day long. Weāll see, I live on my own, and my two cats are special to me, specially Moka! Heās so funny and the sweetest thing!
Day 55. I am on a work holiday surrounded by alcohol and alcohol drinkers. The easiest thing to do would be to drink. Iāve had a couple of no alcohol beers. I am coping just fine. Back at the room with my water, doritos and dip.
25 days AF. Feeling stronger every day. Met my sponsor for step work and then we went to a meeting that was so great. It was packed and rain was pounding outside. Lots of great shares on the topic of the promises. Then my mother in law came over and hung out for a while. She is doing much better. Then I went for a walk which I needed because I hadnāt had physical activity for a couple days. Now my body is telling me to rest so thatās what im doing. I think the anxiety medication is helping so much. Hard to tell with the mood stabilizer but I have some time to see. Doing new stretches for my hip/back too.
Im really inspired by my sponsor and I love hearing her story. She has a sweet cat named Lex who curls up in a basket on the kitchen table when we do our work. The more people I meet the less isolated and broken I feel. Wishing everyone a good sober weekend
Day 4: no over eating
Day 11: no using credit cards
Congrats!!!
@JazzyS How much I admire your capacity of work and care! Day 5 here. I Crossed the witching number for me: 4 days
Just to say, with respect, it is not an āunexpected twistā. A casual attitude to alcohol, not working on a program (be it AA, Dharma, one of your own creation) and this is very much an expected consequence. Start doing something regularly towards your sobriety.
Thank you so much for you words
Day 265 drug free
Day 3 self harm free
This has been a rough week. I am sorry I have missed all these lovely milestones! I am here, I am still trying. It will get better
Just checking in on day three. Iām only a couple hours away from my three day āchipā . Today was a lil easier. I got to hang with family and watch a WWE PayPerView. I cooked them breakfast this morning( tacos of scrambled eggs and chorizo) and pork chops, rice and gravy for dinner. It was so nice just to sit forget about the world and yell at the TV all together instead of at each other. Each day is getting easier. I got a message from my old dealer this morning and instead of placing an order o told him I was done and deleted his number which was a very big step for me