X days af would be x days alcohol free
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213 days.
Nearly two thirds of the way to a year. November isnāt too far off nowā¦š«Øš
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Checking inā¦day 130!!!
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Checking in
Day 487
Yesterday was quite busy so i didnt do a checkin. But all is well. I have been tired lately tho. Mornings are a real struggle honestly. And Im a morning person and usually dont have issues. Have had to resort to increasing my caffeine just to function bcuz I have no choice to get things done. I didnt exercise yesterday and my eating has been awful the past couple days, so was thinking that that may contribute to my exhuastion.
Anyway, today i am going to do my recovery morning routine first thing. Then exercise and then go grab an iced coffee. Then I have some baking to do. Making cupcakes for my husbands work tmrw. I also emailed the homecare scheduler (regarding the new nurse for my son that was falling asleep last Monday) and i asked her to cancel her next buddy shift as well as the 2 nights shes scheduled for at the end of June. Something is not sitting right with me. My gut instincts are telling me to cancel it so im listening to it. That most likely will mean that i will have to do the 2 awake night shifts but ill do my best to manage. Thankfully my son will be at school the morning after my first overnight shift, so i can rest while hes at school. The next morning, my husband agreed to stay home from work to help me in case i was too tired bcuz our son will be home that day. So thats good! Hope everyone has a fabulous day amd stays free from addiction!
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Congratulations my twin HELL YEAH!!! 
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Day 1,098 clean and sober today. I hope everyone has an amazing day, love you guys!
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Yeah, I guess not the good thing to sayā¦ 
I am not english so not really sure what it meansā¦ but I guess it means something like ours bad word āā dachuja āā
There is a joke about this word 
one of my favorite joke
One persons asks other
A: So Explain me how much is āā dachuja āā ?
B: Imagine going along train rails.
A: Ok
B: Now imagine going so long until you just canāt go anymore because you too tired, but you still going until you say: āā%#@#@$@** I canāt take it anymore.
A: I seeā¦
B: So Dachuja is DOUBLE of this.
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Thanks brother!!!
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Thatās sad, people can be very ugly especially under the disguise of anonymity. I have strong feelings about anonymity and social media in most circumstancesā¦ but like anything else the water gets real murky real quick when you dive into that.
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Day 22. Been doing well with making it the gym, definitely been hard on myself about the weight I have gained, but itās something I can work on atleast. The company in my home town got back to me and said they were going to see about my CNA license so will see how that goes. I just got on naltrexone and Iām ehh about it. It makes me feel pretty sore and supert tired so far. getting out back on the abilify I can feel is leveling my mood back out which is good, Iām also thinking of getting off my Vyvanse, no reason in Particular, I guess just annoyed of the stigma around it and people thinking itās a substance and yada yada. Printed out some information for lpn courses here in Plattsburgh at the c v tech. Itās 10 months of school and is 14,000 tuition. So idk I got some options. I also have a interview on Tuesday for the mhab place where supposedly itās pretty bad for drugs, but honestly I donāt really have a choice. I need some where to stay. Yeah much love, Iām grateful to be here and get to do the next right thing.
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Thank you! IDK why I didnāt know that. Iām 1,355 days OF. (Opiate Free 
) Iām gonna start using that.
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Today is day 1 again. Third times a charm haha. Finally acknowledging that I canāt do it alone and hoping to make some connections here. The stigma is still real for me, having a lot of people around me who donāt see the issue/donāt understand alcoholism.
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Second check in
I feel much better than this morning. The headache is gone and my mood is better.
I got something yummie to eat and will enjoy my evening with lots of time reading here 
This always helps to focus on what really is important and I learn something new almost every day.
Thank you, youāre making a huge impact in my life and Iām sure you donāt even know that.
Much love 
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Day 15 done
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Someone said AF means alcohol free.
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Lol, and the other thing too 
Iām AF AF! 678 Days! 
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2374 days. A morning check in for me for once. I have one more thing to do for work and then I am all caught up. Since I am working from home, what do I do to fill my 16 work hours?? I guess I will send an akward email to my boss and see if there is anything he wants me to spend time on. I donāt want to be derailed by this. I know what I would spend time on back when I was drinking: having multiple glasses of wine and sending strange emails while job hunting. Lol. Hope everyone has a great day today.
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my nasty mindā¦
I should be ashamed
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Lol, itās okay.
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