Good evening everyone! Checking in on day 668. Had an amazing weekend. Was my wife’s birthday, and we had a 3D ultrasound performed. Found out that we are having a little girl, feeling very blessed and scared! Work early tomorrow so need to try and get some sleep. Hope everyone stays safe and take care.
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That’s amazing! Congratulations!!
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Checking in
Day 490
Just wanted to check before the day ended. Still clean and sober and grateful 
Hope everyone has had a good day!
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Sunday evening, day 7. Made it through the weekend. Have a great week everyone 
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Have as good a day as you can friends. Sober and clean. Love.
Met my (former) bestie of 30 years for coffee and talk. It went well I feel. Less stressful than it often was during the last years. Who knows, maybe we can build something new. For one thing I have grown, I’m feeling less desperately scared of abandonment, and therefore I wasn’t honest with her at all times. It was good to see her. If it doesn’t work out it will be very sad but I’ll find a way to move on. We’ll see.
Well. It’s Monday. Let’s work. Sober and clean. One day at a time as ever. Always grateful to you all, being here with me, fighting the good fight, letting me know I’m not alone. You’re not alone X.
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Way to go Jen.
One week of ODAATs.
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Thank you!!! So happy I won’t be going to work hungover tomorrow and free of anxiety.
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Congratulations!!
That’s awesome!!
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Day 261
The last night was a tropical one, temperature was still high and we had a little bit of rain 
Humidity is through the roof here and no wind.
So the only opportunity to get some fresh air in is at night.
I feel tired and grumpy. Our team got smaller so now we have to do the same amount of work but with one coworker less. Means more work. Hello 50-hour-week. I’m so glad that I soon have 3 weeks off.
Maybe the day won’t be as dark as I feel it’s going to be, we’ll see.
Have a beautiful sober day friends, stay strong 
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Day 23…
Usually on a day like this, I’d be outside with a drink in hand. Not today.
I feel like I appreciate this more than I already did (view is from my patio).
I feel like I’m a lot more goal focused right now too. Loving the AF life 
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21 days being clean from self-harm.
1 day using less sugar.
Morning check in.
Yup, adding here as well sugar. I decided I will try to use sugar less and less and it would be perfect, if I will not use it anymore with time. 
Anyways, mood isn’t that better from yesterday. I think it’s similar to yesterday, honestly. Realising I will go to my regular class doesn’t help me. I wish I just stayed at home or was with that class I was last week. Meh.
At night I really wanted to relapse, because I wanted to feel better and as well alive, but I just lied in my bed and told myself I will not relapse. Now I’m glad I didn’t relapse, even if I’m not feeling any better.
I hope everyone are okay. 
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Day 70 checking in odaat
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#Day 1734 
The concert was awesome!
Thank you all for the support (@Mno , @JazzyS , @CATMANCAM) We found a parkingspot a bit outside the crowd and walked towards the concert and back. A one hour walk but it was fun. The closer we came to the concert area the more silver wearing people we saw.
Haven’t had temptation to drink. I do not associate a concert with drinking because I never did, so that was easy.
Today? Work and probably go to bed early, had a short night because of the concert.
Have a good monday all
Ps, I wish I was in that circle at the concert! I sat far away instead, but just heared that tickets where costing €800,- each!
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Sober starting week 11!! Had my first social even sober this weekend finally seeing how I’d feel and manage around alkohol and others and it went absolutely great and i really enjoyed myself. Heres to many more festivals and fairs.
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Day 569
Thank you to everyone for the get well messages and healing vibes.
I’m in the gym leg heavily strapped and doing upper body cardio, before I do some stretching of the injued leg and then have a sports massage. My thigh looks like a paint by numbers with the bruising! But as a good friend once said you only lose if you quit, a little pain is good, it reminds you that you are alive.
Managed to actually get some sleep last night so feeling better this morning.
Sending strength to those who need it this morning!
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Day 912,
Feeling the feels. Don’t even know what I feel. Numbed my feeling for so long even a period in which I was a dry drunk. Don’t know what to do with them, I’ll try to sit with them, but it’s hard. Sometimes it overwhelms me. Anxiety for sure is one, happiness about my day with my son as well….the sadness of missing him again
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Good morning to you, although it is the night for me! Moved your thread here to keep the forum tidy, but hope you enjoy interacting with all the people who check in daily here.
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Hello all,
Checking in on Day 1,781 Sober!
God Bless…
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